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seriously? anemia?

2011-01-03T03:44:00.001-08:00

awfh i just gotta blog this.

so in the morning in the kitchen my dad told me i had anemia. and started to scare me about how its going to kill my brain cells. and that kind of worried me because i already thought i was kind of stupid and i couldn't afford to lose more brain cells. like for real.

so later on in the afternoon my mother brought me to gleneagles hospital and asked for a female gynochologist. because the last male gynochologist i went to MADE ME FEEL SO AWKWARD.

he was sorta unbuttoning my shorts and feeling mai boobs and that me feel soo pedophile-attacked. HEY no i understand its his job to do that but i just didn't feel right D: <
he was feeling my boobs to see if they're swollen. however thats possible.
and he unbuttoned my shorts to put the scanner against my womb to see if i was PREGNANT.

UGH NO.

anyway, i went to the hospital and i was feeling rather weak , walking around. and i tell you, i can not walk around for more than 30 seconds? i would just feel like sitting down REALLY BADLY.

so when i finally got to talk to the FEMALE doctor, she told me i had ANEMIA.
which is not a disease which it sounds like it is, its more like a process.
i have a low blood defficiency and i dont have sufficient haemoglobin in my body.
so everything i do is JUST EXHAUSTING. and my heart has to work harder and pump faster? D:
if i just walk to the bathroom from my room, i would be able to hear my heartbeat in my head.
much like after you go jogging or something. and when i talk about exhausted i don't mean like out of breath, i mean like if you feel like fainting or if you have a fever and don't have energy to do anything kind of exhausted.

meh, sometimes people don't believe me when i say im exhausted because of my menses because that just sounds like an excuse for when i didn't try enough and just gave up .

like i run to the kitchen and come back panting. then complain that its my menses and i have no energy. to other people it might sound like bullshit.

anyway the doctor told me i had to take a blood test. and that was the words i did not want to hear.
BLOOD TEST UGHH.
i hate neeedllleees!! ): ESPECIALLY IF THEY WERE TO BE PRICKED INTO ONE OF MY SENSITIVE AREAS. i mean, my neck , wrists and the blood drawing spot?

I HATE IT ITS SO GROOOOOOOOOOOSSSS.
anyway, some doctor finally came up and took my blood.
she said the amount she needed was 15cc.
anyway this doctor ( which was a different doctor btw ) she took so long to finally prick the needle into me. i have no idea why but recently i've been feeling soo emotional. like usually when it comes to blood draws i don't cry. but this time i did. i guess i feel like so much is happening and all at once.

one of them is my infected tragus.
been taking antibiotics for it D: < and i really find that its so troublesomeee.
also have been going to the doctor for him to like prick my ear with a needle and squeeze out the pus.
i also can't swim because of the infection ):
the doctors also stressed the fact that if i don't complete the antibiotics or STOP taking it, i'm going to be immune to the antibiotics. and for the future times when i use antibiotics its going to be useless.

SO SCARY.
so anyway i cried like a sissy when she took my blood . this blood draw actually hurt more than usual and the prick was SO PAINFUL GOSH. like this rush of adreneline rushed throughout my body.
and while she was drawing my blood there were times where it hurt like crap and i had to bear with it ):

and sooo , they said in a few hours they'll tell me my blood level or something. i was told the average human should have a blood level of 11.2 and turns out i had the blood level of 5.2 and the doctor said thats half of what i should be walking around with. if i was an adult and had the blood level of 5.2 i would have fainted already.

meh so scary. so i couldn't leave the .. clinic room hospital thing?
because when a nurse called me and my mom to the counter to talk about my medicine i couldn't stand the giddiness, after about 10 seconds i just HAD to sit down. i felt like i was going to faint any moment.
so i rushed back to the seats with a few stares.

from there, i could not get up, i was too afraid if i stood up it'll tire me . i also felt nauseous and felt like i needed to puke because they gave me a cup of hot milo to drink along with my medicine. i took a few sips of the milo and had to stop because i felt like i was going to puke it out any moment.

my mom and nurse asked if i could walk downstairs, if not they would have to keep me here in the hospital. i said i didn't think so but i also didn't want to stay in the hospital.
i wanted to ask for a wheelchair ? but it might seem like i was over reacting and being a drama queen about myself.
so i didn't.
eventually, the nurse asked if i wanted a wheelchair, and i realised i had no other option if i wanted to get back home. so i said yes. the nurse was soooo nice.
i expected some doctors and nurses to be like, i will only help you. for money.
but this nurse was like i will do it volunteerily cause i care <3

so when i got into the lift in the wheelchair with the nurse pushing me, 2 aunties turned around to look at me. probably looking for like a cast on my leg or something.
but no .
meh.

anyway so when i got back home the doctor called my mother to tell her about the results of my (whateveritis) level. they said i needed to come back again tomorrow morning for a blood transfusion.
ohmygod those words sound so scary

I HATE NEEEDLLEEESSS T_T
on the BRIGHT SIDE.

I HAVE 4 DIFFERNET TYPES OF MEDICINE TO TAKE.
one of them i have to take 2 tablets, THREE TIMES DAILY.

and i just researched one of the side effects of the medicine,
it might cause, : nausea , diarrhea , vomiting.
OHMYGOSH DUDE?!
i was so hesitant when i had to take the tablet. like dude. im like taking a pill to give me all those uncomfortable consequences!

ughhhhh ):
totally terrified.
plus when i got the news from my brother that i had to go back for blood transfusion i just started to cry. like dude when will these hospital problems end and when can i finally live a carefree life D:

i cried not because i was just scared of the needle in me for probably a few hours a day but i was also scared of the isolated feeling i'll get when i stay in the hospital for a few days without contacting people. i really would go crazy if i don't contact the public or friends D:
like i'd be really sad . they make me so happpy!!
i might even be missing the first day of schoooool.

anemia was also passed down from my family's genes D:
STUPID ANEMIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA D:

HALLOWEEN HORRORS

2010-10-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOO!

i just felt like i should bloggg dizzzzzzzzzz.

HAHAH.

anyway,

if you are a singaporean, you should've heard about

HALLOWEEN HORRORS @ NIGHT SAFARI :D

my friends and i decided to go there last friday and we decided to DRESS UP IN COSTUMES FOR FUN :D and OHMYGOD halloween horrors. IT WAS SO SCARY!

But for some odd reason i didn't exactly look forward to it to be honest?! like, kengmunn and derek was happier than usual. ESPECIALLY DEREK. but i was like ugh. it probably won't be very fun.

like i knew i would come back from night safari not satisfied somehow.

i guess i'm sick of getting REALLLYY excited for an event but when i get to the event and come back i realised that i actually didn't enjoy myself.

ANYWAY,

we all stayed over at derek's the day before the event and i was feeling REEEEALLLYY sick that day, couldn't sleep because i had blocked nose and bad cough FELT SOOO TIRED.

SO RETARDEDDDDDDDDDDDD.

ZOMG PEOPLE, WHEN YOU COUGH CLOSE YOUR MOUTH!

D:<

so then i was feeling SO sick and exhausted and i still had to do the make up for the others for their halloween costumes.

we were dressed up as

Medusaa, that snake head lady dude, - SSSSShenna

a vampiree - kengmunn

SUPPOSEDLY .. POCHOHAUNTUS?!?! HOW DO YOU SPELL IT!?

pokohontus.

HAHAHA.

.. not funny.

ITS NOT LAME KKKKKKKK D:

i'm actually very glad most of us were open enough to that and not turn the idea of wearing costumes to a big event where costumes were totally unecessesary .

DON'T SAY WE'RE LAME!

CONTINUINGGG.

ASHLEY, the second one from the left is more like a style than something,

she's doing the RETRO style.

meh whatever retro style is ?! D:

i searched google images to put up some photos here of retro styles but they got random photos like a telephone and surfboards. okay, wtf.

OH i just searched retro FASHION. and this is what came out.

YAY KOREAN BAND WONDERGIRLLLLLLLLSZXZZ.

speaking of wondergirls they came last singfest and no one cared. WHYYY D:

i was like the only one doing the nobody dance in the crowd and everyone's like

"ah big deal. it's JUST a gorgeous group of talented koreans performing for probably only ONCE in their life in singaporee.

I DON'T CARE I JUST WANT TO SEE KATY PERRY AND HER BIG NEHNEH."

GEEZZZ D:<

kim- the first one on the left is an AVATAR HAHAHHAA.

THAT EXPLAINS THE PURE BLUENESSS.

we even shoved a leaf in her hair to make it seem more TRIBAL?!

everything was blue ( not sure about undergarments ) except her yellow asian-ness. i guess we had no time to color her entire face blue?! D: realll sorry kimzx!

BECAUSE WE WERE PRETTY LATE. and if i feel pressured, I CAN'T DO MAKE UP PROPERLY. D:

my make up would end up looking like those swiggles on my face like those business women late for work and doing last minute make up in the carrr.

anyway,

matt bartyy, was a JABBAWOCKEE!

y'know the dance crew from AMERICA'S BEST DANCE CREW?

honestly not a big fan of them,

prefer beatfreaks, or poreotics. :/

but i guess they're cooler with the masks. HAHAHA

AND DEREK, THE SECOND BOY FROM THE LEFT

IS A PIRAAAAAAAAATE. i made him put on eyeliner because JACK SPARROW HAD EYELINER! but the eyeliner just made him look prettier.

OMG

pretty boy! (: and lastly, i was supposed to be a ghost i guess?

like those with white dresses and long black hair.

but my hair aint that black ITS BROWN. and it aint that long either.

and ghost where got wear happy face necklace one?!

it was like 7pm+, and shenna desperately needed to get green hairspray for her hair.

i wouldn't even bother to do that personally, but i guess it's a once in a life time thing where you have an opportunity to dress up like this and not get shamed upon by aunties and uncles.

so matt, shenna , enping and i took a cab down to holland V

to the party world shop to get hairspray,

YES. allll the way there. when we got out of the cab and rushed to the store people were looking at us funny. HAHHA . don't blame them.

and when we got there guess what?

THE STORE WAS CLOSING.

and then we ( actually, more like shenna ) begged the shop aunty to let us just buy ONE thing because we travelled all the way here and we're going for an event!

she eventually let us in,

when we got in the store, it was filled with like masks , wigs , prank thingies and a LOT more. SO AMAZING. never been to that store !

and APPARENTLY, they ran out of green hairspray -__________-

WHADDAHELLL?!

SOOO SWAY RIGHT?

anyway shenna was REALLY disappointed and

there was no green hairspray and we suggested she get the GOLD hairspray instead!

and she did. and omg shenna is like damn BROWN. so when we sprayed gold hairspray into her hair she looked like beyonce with blonde highlights.

SO CHIO.

anyway, our group split into 2 and one group went on all the rides while ashley matt kimberly shenna and red i think found this BRONZE CROCODILE THAT LOOKED SO REAL.

and ashley's genius idea was to pose beside it pretending to be statues.

and so we did.

AND GUESS WHAT

PEOPLE ACTUALLY THOUGHT WE WERE MADE OUT OF WAX LOLLL.

because shenna has reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally clear skin.

ITS SO SMOOTH AND PERFECT IT COULD'VE BEEN WAX.

and this couple was like, IS IT REAL?

and random man was like *POKE FACE.

aiyea its wax la.

then when they walked off, the girl turned back, i turned my head to look at her.

then she was like HWAH ITS REAL IT MOVED.

SO FUN GOSH BUT WE HAD SO MUCH CRAMPS AND I NEEDED TO COUGH SOO BAD BUT THERE WAS A CROWD AND I COULDNT T_T

AND MATTHEW GOT UP HALFWAY TO TALK ON THE PHONE UGH HAHAHAHAH

FIRST EVER FAINTING EXPERIENCE

2010-07-31T12:11:00.001-07:00

GAH I GOTTA WRITE THIS DOWN BEFORE I FORGETTTT
HELLLOOO MY DEAR BLOGG.
haven't posted in a while.
and in a while, i mean YEARSSSS!!
HAAH.A
anyway!
TODAY I WENT TO THE SUNDOWN FESTIVAL 2010 WITH TINGTING AND LINGLING :D

the sundown festival, is about KPOP AND JPOP/ROCK, MUSIC AND FASHION.
and i gotta be honest, i didn't really enjoy it. im not a HUGEEE fan of kpop or jpop. i'm like fine with whatever nice song i hear. i dont have a FAVOURITE genre of music.
anyway, it was torture. NOT THE SHOW THOUGH. it was what i felt physically. after like about 2+ hours OF CONSTANT STANDING , and having heavy peroid, i was feeling SO EXHAUSTED. my bottom half of my back was aching and my feet felt like it was having so much pressure , felt like i weighed 100000 kg. then, i suddenly felt nautious, and then i told myself NO CHARLENE DON'T PUKE.
then i desperately looked for a seat, which was a fountain seat, i then decided NOT to sit down ( WTF. WHY THE HELL NOT RIGHT ) then i looked at the stage which was blasting loud rock music , which i tell you is bloody hell loud , i was 3 metres away from the speakers and it was so loud that my ears were like hurting. HAHHA. and trust me i love loud music but that is like, SOO OVERBOARD. as i was saying , i looked at the stage with all the flashing lights and all the loud music, and then suddenly , dizzyness set in more dramaticly this time, and then everything blacked out, i recall stumbling a bit, grabbing whatever i could grab, ( i guess as a natural reflex when you fall ? or at least fighting to snap yourself out of it. ) but not seeing anything. then i heard my cousin shout out my name , " CAI!! " like desperately. that was the last thing i could recall before i hit the ground. the ground , is a ROAD for your information. and later on when i woke up the back of my head hurts. BUT I HAD NO IDEA. i didn't feel myself fall to the hard floor at all. it felt like it was painless and i was just going to a forced sleep!?

the next thing i knew, i woke up from a cold splash of water on my face and i was on the FLOOR?!?! with people looking down at me. going wtf is wrong with her.
WHAAAT?!
i thought it was a dream and that was prettyyyyy emberassing hahahaha.
it's like,
HEY LOOK AT THAT PATHETIC WEAKLING , SHE FAINTED AT THE ROCK SHOW BECAUSE SHE'S NOT HARDCORE ENOUGHH!
BOOOO!

MEH!
anyway, as i was attempting to get up, i felt like my eyes were closing , all i knew was everything around me seemed darker than usual. i felt so exhausted, then someone helped me get up, slowly. i thought my buttcrack was exposed so i pulled up my pants. ( wow how can i still have enough conciousness in me to worry about buttcrack exposure?! )

)( <--- buttcrack!

then my 2 cousies along with a man i think , supported me to backstage to get a check up by the paramedics. on my way there, someone handed me a water bottle and told me to drink water. i can't remember how he looks like. i drank 2 gulps and i didn't want it anymore. i think it's not that i was dehydrated, thats why. i then continued stumbling towards backstage. some man offered to carry my bag. ( i think its the same guy ) but i was like semi concious so i was like assuming he was going to steal my bag. so i was like , n..no..no.. then i let go .meh. don't care anymore.
OMG WHAT SWEET PEOPLE!!
ESPECIALLY YOU! YES YOU , THAT STRANGER THAT HELPED ME.
IF YOU SEE THIS, THANK YOUUUUUUUUU <3 :D

Anyway, when i was at backstage, they told me to lie on a stretcher set out on the floor.
i hesitated because i had a HEAVY PEROID GOING ON. so i would feel uncomfortable. then i walked to the OUTDOOR BACKSTAGE corner, feeling nautious wanting to puke, but just ended up coughing. then i lay down on the stretcher. when i was lying on the stretcher , there was a woman who asked me if i wanted to apply ointment. then i nodded. i thought it was for my stomach to cease my nausea, but NO.
she rubbed it on my nose. ( anyway if she did rub it on my stomach i'd find it reaaaaally awkward ) and then she massaged the area beside my eyes. There was also a man on my right saying he has to take a blood test.
i was like gah do it fast when im half awake. then i watched him take out the packet.
but i didnt see the needle D: or did i . I DONT KNOW.

then i gave him my hand , and i faced away. he held it for a few seconds, i closed my eyes to rest, and because i hate needles. He was taking an awfully long time to prick my finger.
i was like ..... gonnnaaaa pokeee NOW. .... or NOW.. then PIANG. i heard a staple sound. and it didn't hurt immediately, but it BECAME MORE PAINFUL AFTER A WHILE.

then i looked at my ring finger, there was like 1cm of oozing blood on it.
then some OTHER man on my left took my blood pressure.
oohmygggooodddd. so unexpected!
then the paramedics lady told me to close my eyes and rest.
but i apparently recovered like REALLY fast?
like i didn't even feel like resting at all and i was absolutely fine after about 4 minutes?
just that i was walking.. not straight.
( As if i can rest anyway. DUDE im at backstage of a frickin rockshow?! )
so i stoned WITH EYES OPEN. wondering WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!
and looked around the backstage. i saw my cousin Linglinggg , on a chair behind me, she was like crying D:
NOOOOOO.
then i told her ," why are you crying ling! its okay im fine! " so sad though! i'm really touched that she cares so much (:

just when tingting came in. to check on me "

I asked tingting what happened, and she said
that she turned around and then i started falling on random people and then i fell on HER, and then she said i was HEAVY ( fat )
and then fell down , and laid on the floor for about 30 seconds unconcious and i sorta made a scene and people were panicking, according to her. and some person tried to wake me up by slapping the hell outta me. BUT OMG I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT HAPPENED . but HEY!!
I gotta say , all that makes me SOOO HAPPY. it's like. it's nice to know that people in the world care about people they don't even know right.

OH , and i also saw the kpop and jrock bands like LMC just like 4 metres away from me when i was backstage on the stretcher . SOME WERE SMOKING!!

O: SCANDAAAL GOSSSIPPP.

and man, THANK YOU TINGTING AND LINGLING AND RANDOM MAN WHO OFFERED ME WATER AND THE MAN WHO SPLASHED WATER ONTO ME AND RANDOM LADY THAT SLAPPED THE HELL OUTTA ME AND PARAMEDICSSSS <3
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU :D
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU.!

but ohmygod.
experiencing my first ever K.O WAS SO COOOOOOL. IT'S LIKE, i never felt anything like that before! i find it quite funny actually! HHAHAA. falling on random people.
good excuse. HEY I WAS JUST .. FAINTING.

& for those who don't konw how it feels like, its likeee,
your body just SHUTS DOWN.
like first you're dizzy, then PIEW. BLACKOUT.
everything shuts off.
and you have no idea what happens.
GAAHH.
but you'll be fine after a few seconds of minutessss.

YAYYY BYEEEEEEEEEE
i gotta go sleep
OMG.
whats wrong with me. i keep telling myelf i'd sleep earlier every morning BUT I DONT !!

HAIRHAIRHAIR?

2010-05-17T03:44:00.000-07:00

HELLLOO.

feel like blogging all of the sudden becauuseee

I NEED TO VENT OUT MY ANGERRRRRRRRRRRRRR AND FUSTRATIOON

i mean more like fustration lah.

because silly me , i went to DYE my hair light brown yesterday on a sunday.

and yes, of course im still a student in secondary school.

BUT HEYYYYY!!

MY SCHOOL HANDBOOK SAID THIS :

CODE OF CONDUCT :

Students need to keep their hair neat and presentable.

extreme hair colours are not allowed.

OMOMGOMGOMG.

after reading that out loud i feel like i can actually tell my dm in his face,
HEY THE HANDBOOK SAID , NO EXTREME COLOURS.

because i thought it said " natural colors allowed "

then he was like noo, thas not your natural hair colour , i've seen it before.

then i said yeah but no extreme colors!

DM/ ENGLISH TEACHER : but this isn't your natural hair color!

WHAT IS HE TRYING TO DO ? BRING ME OFF MY POINT!?

AND DO YOU MEAN I CAN DYE MY HAIR MY NATURAL HAIR COLOR BUT NOT BROWN?!

I CAN'T DYE MY HAIR COLOR THE SAME HAIR COLOR !!

noooooo

i tell you my hair is so darn brown right now once i went to school my classmates were like

charlene oohhh its soo weird i prefer you with your last time hair.

85% of the people didn't like it

10 % were okay with it

and 5% said it was a nice color.

OMGG i gotta dye it back by WEDNESDAY
if not ...
Who knows what sort of punishment they have in stall.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THEY GONNA SHAVE IT ALL OFF. HAHHA.

OMGggg so angrrrrrrrrrrrrry .

FIRST, IM TOTALLY DAMAGING MY HEALTHY HAIR.

SECOND, DYING YOUR HAIR TAKES UP SOOO MUCH BLOODY TIME.

OH WELL.

2 HOURS OF SITTING DOWN IN THE COLD HAIR SALON FOR NOTHING.

AND HERE WE GO AGAIN ANOTHER 2 HOURS OF SITTING AT THE SALON.

practically doing nothing , no difference to improve your hair's appearance ,

but also gaining nothing and DAMAGING it .

oooopppppppps i forgot to say how did i manage to dye my hair in the first place.

OKAY.

so tingting my couuuuuuzie.

she wanted to dye her hair vkei style. ( some japanese fashion/ music style ? i dk. )

i tell you, i love her hair.

she has red ends and then some streaks of red in her fringe.

she looks so darn japanese.

hahahahaha

so while she was coloring her hair .

i've got this sort of habit in me whenever i see my friends shop for something/ do something to themselves and if just end up watching and getting bored, i'll just want to do what they're doing as well.

i was debating with myself whether i should dye my hair brown or not because i have already dyed hair brown with Liese Bubble something !

you've probably seen it before.

Liese bubble thing is good, recommended to buy it :D

but the colour isn't very obvious.
and i tell you , the hair dye fume smell lasts for days on your hair.

anyway , my black roots started to appear. so i was like .

SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR.

OR SHOULD I NOT.

SHOULD I

SHOULD I NOT

I AM A DDAMMMNNNN bad decision maker!

in the end i chose to dye my hair.

i told the hair stylist that i didn't want it to be very obvious.

in the end after waiting for 2 long hours,

it was finally done.

i found it a beauuuuuuutiful colour.

but then when i reached home i realised that THE TOP PART WAS LIGHTER THEN THE BOTTOM.

LOUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

SO COMPLICATED YOU KNOW.

and im also hosting a sweet sixteen party.

and we have limited time to do ANYTHING

and im so shitting fustrated with the club ( im not saying the name ) because the manager said he would email us in the week when me and alex went to visit the club to discuss with him.

AS EXPECTED , HE DIDN'T EMAIL US ANYTHING!!

and i my classmate jfoooooo , he did DJing in that club before so he said he knows the owner and he tried to contact him BUT HE WAS OVERSEAS IN THE US!!

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!

I DONT FEEL LIKE THROWING A PARTY ANYMORE LUHHH

i just want to spend it with my friends or something.

speaking of friends,

marryane khng got a SURPRISE PARTY BY HER FRIENDS AAAAAAAAAAAAH SO NICE OF THEM HAHAH.

nice of shennaaa tannn.

but i dont think my friends will be planning anything for me though.

since i already have this party.

meh,

i'd rather have no party and let them surprise mee

MY FRIENDS ARE <3

HAHAHAH.

PS: SORRY FOR RANDOM NEW POST ALL ABOUT HAIR.

crapness.teacher's day and my dad's birthday!

2009-09-02T01:37:00.000-07:00

Have you heard this song yet?

I THINK IT'S DAMN STUPID!
BUT IN A WAY SO FUNNY!

how you feeling LAH?
im just chilling LAH
im ice cold check my temperaTUAH

you've probably heard it on the radio.

once i heard it on the radio i laughed at how silly it was.

and really i dont feel like blogging anymore!

if i had to put in pictures , i have to make a photobucket account ,

then upload all the photos from there slowy then to here.

OMG IM GONNA QUIT BLOGGING SOON!

anyway,
TEACHER'S DAY!
went to great world city to buy gifts, balloons, and ROSES FOR MY ( GIRL ) teachers!
hey no sexist here guys,
if i gave you flowers you'd probably eat it or shoot it with some m16 rifle or anything hardcore.

right?!

anyway YEAH.
bought the prettiest flowers i saw, actually, michelle didn't want me to pay wtf?!
i owe her money now):

i told them to wrap the flowers, they were filled with frickin thorns! plus,

THEY'RE FREE!

everything is good as long as it's free!

and this is how they wrapped it.

REALLY STUPID LAH!

just because it's free doesn't mean you should be effortless with it you cheapskate!

SUEEEEEEEE THEM!

so i got like 4 flowers, for all my female teachers i had ON THAT DAY. miss wendy, miss ladd, miss williams, xie LAOSHI.

i forgot about miss ladd. meah.

so thats why theres only 4.

i also bought this big ass card for miss wendy. she's our tutor group teacher, in local sch terms, i mean, form teacher .

ps , miss wendy is awsome man! we all love her! she's also our drama teacher. and she stars as ah loon or something in phua chu kang! i never knew that until like 4 months after she came in. O:

and so, THE CARD IS SPARKLY AND SHIT :D

and then what my plan was,

was to go to school and make everyone in my class to write down stuff to her in the card before she could come into class to take attendance and stuff.

apparently,

I was late for school.

so i had no choice,

we had to hide the card and secretly pass it down the tables for people to write stuff.

forced to hide it from her view with..

..A WALL OF PEOPLE!

eventually the wall got BIGGER.

BEN SLEEPING IN CLASS
and xielaoshi our chinese teacher was teaching us for the LAST TIME. she was somewhat transferring to another part of the school to teach . NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

so nicholas tried to hide behind the table to pop out and give her the rose when she comes through the door.

and she gave us LOLLIPOPS !

AND WE COULD EAT THEM IN CLASS :D

after school, we all went to lido and watched.. uh,
watched..
WATCHED SOMETHING I CANT REMEMBER.

and then i thought i lost my wallet. i panicked and wasted time looking around for it at a bloody huge art store at takashimaya. even removing majority of my books in my bag to look for it.
but it wasn't there O:

there was like 60bucks in there! and my ezlink . and colin's primary school ezlink!
without it i can't draw moustaches on it D:
so of course that's the last straw man!

so, i bought a new wallet.

genius eh.
i found my wallet 2 weeks after that .

.....

i know what you're thinking.
SHUT UP !

ANYWAY! when i got home, there was..

MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. and they told me it'll be just a small gathering. lol. pffffhthht.
these are the balinese versions of PIANOS! just simply hit them with some sort of fat stick thingy and they'll form different notes!

there's the man! the one that doesn't like balinese-y

i tell you, it was so funny, the people called me and my father's bestfriend's daughter to dance. to join them. and they tried to teach us how to dance but we couldn't do it !

and we were facing a dinner table full of people eating . HAHAHAHAHHA!

then they made us kneel down with them and sing chinese , malay , indonesian and indian songs. like chan mali chan .

and i didn't know any!

not even chinese! lol. so i was like mumsdmsaldkasldjwoei? ksajdlas! * laughs at myself , jkshdksjklskeo!

wow, i can't speak chinese well ,

and i don't like rice.

i'm a disgrace to my race ahhhh!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

LEONARDOLEONARDO

2009-08-18T04:13:00.000-07:00

I HEART LEONARDO DICAPRIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
well not really his real charactar.
But more like the charactars in the movies he stars in.

ZOMG HE ACTS SO FRICKIN GOOD I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE HIM ON THE MOVIE SET.

i've done some information stalking, on google about him :D
AHHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHAHAHA

He was twice voted as one of the 50 most beautiful people in the world by People Magazine in 1997 and again in 1998.

yesssssssssss he IS beautiful!

In his movies DiCaprio has impressed his audiences as being a deep, sensitive, passionate, and emotionally responsive person...

now THATS why i love his charactar in the movies.
especially TITANIC.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D

you know how obsessed i was with titanic?!

if i had any spare time to think , there would only be one thing i'd think about.
TITANIC!

Last time i remembered,
i just woke up ,
i rubbed my eyes and stretched.

then in my head i screamed LEONARDO!
TITANIC'S STORYLINE IS AWSOME !

and you don't know how many times i had to say leonardo in school.

a few days ago i said to my friend,
Hey yong chang.
you know what ?

yong chang : What ?

me : LEONARDO!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The Very Flat Thenar Eminence - Figure 2:Where we find the ball of the thumb to be lacking in volume and essentially flat we can assume, without fear of contradiction, that the bearer of this hand, as an infant and child, never knew his, or her, mother's embrace.

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
T_T LEONARDO DIDN'T FEEL HIS MOTHER'S LOOOOVE!
poor thing !

and they also stated that he couldn't impress his mother with his success either.

wow,
if there was a subject in school for Leonardo Dicaprio i would so get an A on it.
WOOOOOOOOOOOO

But sadly,
he's already frickin 34 .

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH IM TOO LATE!

And titanic was made in 1997. ( he looked so good thereeeeeeee )

that means..

I WAS 3 YEARS OLD WHEN HE WAS LIKE THAT !

LOL.

WE'RE NOT MEANT TO BE!

'My mom and I lived at Hollywood and Western, a drug-dealer and prostitute corner,' recalls Leonardo. 'It was pretty terrifying. I got beat up a lot. I saw people have sex in the alleys. I remember I was 5 years old, and this guy with a trench coat, needles and crack cornered me. Early on, seeing the devastation on my block, seeing heroin addicts, made me think twice about ever getting involved in drugs

This feature identifies those who are without natural warmth and uncomfortable with touching. They would be cold and unresponsive sexually.

lol dammit .

i mean ,
UH.

...

HEY
YOU KNOW WHAT ?
i can't read heck the rest,
all too chim!

plus i just woke up ,

so swwweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
plus the fact that he acts so good makes me think that he's actually like that in real life!

Leonardo likes intelligent girls.

........

Uh,
oh well lol.
easy come easy go!

BYE . END OF POST.
:D

* cries in corner.

HELP! BANG WO

2009-08-13T04:18:00.000-07:00

FASTER READ THIS BEFORE YOU GET REDIECTED !

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I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM GETTING REDIRECTED TO THIS SITE! (which you see see shortly .) and the owner of the site said it must have been the code i changed. But dude , i haven't been changing my code in years. okay i am exaggerating but IT'S SOMEWHAT TRUE!

WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I DO !

BAKING AGAIN.

2009-07-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

IM SO LAZY TO BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOG!
i got so much things on my mind already !
anyways , me and jasmine baked COOKIES !
yes cookies !
and of course as you can predict , it's sort of an epic fail.
ohoh! and for the first time in like , 2 weeks , I MET JASMINEEEEEEEEEEE. YAY !

and did you know ,

MACDONALDS PUT UP SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES AGAIN !
OLAY !

I LOVE SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES!
but no ,

SO . FAT!

but , must. RESIST.

but no ,

we couldn't.

we bought the shaker fries !

and we found this strange looking french fry ,

it's like a potato chip!

had so much fun with jasmine just by talking ZOMG.

i was making fun of her strange laugh lol.

oh then after that, we went to check out the new mall , ion!

at orchard! many of you'all should know about it, jasmine told me there are many expensive brands in that mall , so we went in to check !

but yes , true enough there were so many expensive brands! like faber cas.. something . that colorpencil brand name ? and LV , chanel , blabla , so much more i couldn't bother to remember.

ooh ! and MAC's cosmetics ! makeuppppppppppppp,

its a rich person's paradise!

non of the things me or jasmine would be interested in or can afford.

but at the basement it's not bad ,all affordable !
the mall has so many levels ! plus its HUGE! IT'S ALL SO CONFUSING .

look at this random , giant .. unknown fruit split into half outside ion. whatever that represents.

i can pee standing up like guys can ! AND
i piss blue color pee!

and well , we took bus back to my house to BAKE ..

SHORT BREAD COOKIES!

LOOKS GOOD RIGHT!

and so we start.

and guess whats that ?thats all . .

BUTTER. me and jasmine felt so bad because we didn't have " bars " of butter, we just had the container thing at my house . we had to scoop out everything in there to have enough butter!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

vanilla essence!

jasmine wanted to pour alot of it inside. screw jasmine and her sweet tooth !
and jasmine kept like flinging out the flour onto my laptop!

purple is cool. because it is the international gay color .
we were supposed to use this to roll the dough . but apparently , our dough was too SOFT! we couldn't roll on it without the dough getting stuck onto the roller thing.

FAIL

and as you know , when you roll out the dough before cookie cutting the shapes , we have to use some sort of base , using flour so that the dough wouldn't stick to the table right ?

we couldn't find plain flour so we used ,

YES ! CORN FLOUR IS LIKE ,

our saviour ! when we had to corn starch , we used corn flour too !

but our food ending up tasting funny...

...

but who cares !

in the end , it was just to soft, i think the recipe is a SCAM!

SCAM I TELL YOU!

so in the end , me and jasmine didn't roll the dough flat , we just..
picked up the dough with our hands and rolled it into a ball then flattened it on the tray. and since it's so soft and stuff , it sticks to your hand right , the shape of the dough will form funny , making some sort of tail , then our method was to swirl the frickin dough with our fingers.

somehow it makes it even and flat at the same time O:
GENIUS !

the cookies tasted better then expected actually!
and it even LOOKS BETTER THEN EXPECTED!

not bad eh :D

HOHO!

HAHA!

OH BY THE WAY !
i was given the biggest opputunity in my life man !
today at assembly , my english teacher went up to the stage and was going to say a little shout out, i thought it wasn't something i would be interested in ,
but in the end it was something i was totally interested in ,

She said a lady that has danced on concerts with michael jackson , janet jackson and britney spears was coming to our school and if we wanted to speak to her or anything we go to her class after school.

i was like so excited i screamed AHH ! out loud at assembly.
then i was jumping up and down like an ADHD kid.

and when we saw her after school today , MAN was she pretty!
she's dutch too.

and she's gonna teach us dance next monday . AAAAAAAHAAHHA SO HAPPY!

I JUST BACK FROM CAMP

2009-07-19T02:14:00.000-07:00

im back from caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamp!
sorry for taking so long to post!
I HAVE A FRICKIN ITCHY LEG RIGHT NOW .
BYEEEEEEEEEEE

IM SICK AGAIN

2009-07-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hello duuuuuuudes!
im sick.

out of the blue.
and i'm supposed to meet jasmine and shanel today too.

( lol that rhymed )

so sway right! ):
it really sucks to be sick lah!

i have flu and fever.
and okay flu's not that bad but fever is damn horribly annoying.

It's like you hallucinate. you will feel all dizzy and weak.
your head is so heavy like that.
and i feel like puking.

i looked up the internet for remedies for nausea and they told me i could drink rice water and gingerale and all that shit which i don't think i have at home.

uuughhh.

did i mention that i have camp this coming monday?
to tioman!

look at what else i found!
Symptoms of Nausea

Stomach pain
You may have to go through the stomach pain.

( i totally felt this one night. O: i tell you , it's far worse then MENSTRUAL CRAMPS !
it's like something sharp, no wait , it feels like a blender churning up your stomach.
short sharp pains. )

Dizziness
You may find yourself weak and dizzy.
( YES ! I cant make it down the stairs lol )

Sweating
You sweat instantaneously due to the nauseating effect in your body.

with an extra bonus ,
my FRIEND stole my phone.
my brother picked up a call and it happened to be ******.
and then he told me hey cai , ***** said she and her brother are locked out of their house .
can they stay over ?
somehow i felt rather unwilling to get involved into this and i was fustrated.
but in the end i did let her stay in my house.

she IS my ex classmate and ex friend. why not let her stay ?

i had to tell my father myself even though i was not really incharge of them coming.
it aint my plan. it's qianjing's. gee thanks qian.
qianjing told me i have to tell my dad instead of him because he said his father won't trust him.

when she came through my door she walked towards me and hugged me like how all girlfriends would greet each other.

then i asked her .
" you locked out of your house ah ? " then she nodded.
veryyyy , suspicious eh ?
usually people would explain what happened and why.
but she just nodded without looking at me.

then i said your parents leh ? not at home?
she said they overseas. and we lost the key.

then i'm like wondering.
WHY MUST COME OUR HOUSE?
so randomly go our house ?
we're not even close friends !

oh and another thing.

she had SMOKE BREATH. -_-
i had to tahan it.
then she watched me photoshop beside me. i thought it was kinda boring her . so i gave her a photo of my brother and told her to distort it.
she didn't want to .
peh.

so i went to www.oddee.com
to show her interesting things that might amuse her.

then when she was going to sleep,
i lent her sleeping clothes.
comfty sleeping clothes.

FROM THE HEART.

then when i got into bed too ,
i put my phone on my bedside table ,
like i do every night before i sleep.

then i attached my butterfly clip to my handphone charm and closed my eyes and slept .
the next morning i woke up and wondered what time was it .
i looked for my phone beside me on the table
.. BUT IT WASN'T THERE.

so was ****!
***** was gone , along with my phone

that bitch stole my phone!
and qianjing even told me her phone spoilt.

i bet she has NO FRIENDS !
NO FRIENDS HEAR ME?!

i even called sarah to ask if she steals ,
sarah said yeah she does. even from her friends.

AT THIS RATE SHE CONFIRM HAVE NO FRIENDS LAH.

and sarah told me she's probably gonna sell my phone.

...
and qianjing called many people to try to reach **** ( it's actually quite a good idea to cover up her identity as **** because i really wanna scold her in vulgarities anyway. )

alot of people are looking for her actually.
and the truth is she actually ISN'T locked out of her house.

she purposely wanted to come in here and steal shit!
usually i dont call people this but.

THAT BITCHhhh IS SO GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

byeeeeh!

2009-07-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

i went out with jasmine yesterday!

it felt so awsoooooooooooooooooome!

and i feel so fulfilled .

as if some empty tank just filled up to the rim.

EHAHHAHA.

once we me yesterday , we gave each other a BOOB HUG!

AHAHHA

missed her loads ):

anyway ,

bought stuff for dear tehsi at tiong bahru!

CAT SHAMPOO!

yesyes i know cats dont like water.

BUT HECK, SHE'S DIRTY !
she rolls around my carpark everyday for a living!

her coat also feels funny. not smooooooth and silky.

but now i can't find tehsi anywhere around my house.

i guess she knows im gonna dunk her in a pail of water with soap.

so she ran away from the house or somethin.

ANYWAY,

bought
her/ him . ( still a mystery. )

CATNIP .

do you guys know whats catnip?

it's supposed to be some .. i dont know. sort of plant that makes cat go HIGH or something.

thats according to my mother, whom owns cats.

i've seen her pour catnip to give to her cats before too. the cats went all weird. soo..

while waiting with jasmine at tiong , for my uncle to fetch us,

we saw a stray cat.

and we were bored so. YEA.

why not?

might as well test the catnip on the cat!

somehow it sounds like animal cruelty that i'm giving something to a stray cat BUT IT'S NOT.

i'm actually doing a random cat a favour !
it's like giving strangers cocaine !

making them happy !

anyway ,

when we poured a slight amount on the floor , the cat immediately walked towards the catnip and sniffed it. ..

according to my mom , the cats are supposed to roll and roll and roll and .. i don't know . just go high.

then it just rubbed it's head on some staircase near him. then walked away.

Then me and jasmine were like..

..Uh?

this means..

IT'S HORNY!

no wait actually i was the only one that said it's horny.
Jasmine said i was a perv.

look at that red cat. doesn't it look horny ?

what the eff is catnip supposed to do !

make it happy ? Okay , but make it happy in WHAT WAY ?

i just searched what does catnip do in google.

"Catnip" is the common name for a perennial herb of the mint family. It is native to Europe and is an import to the United States and other countries. The catnip plant is now a widespread weed in North America.
Given to the right cat, catnip can cause an amazing reaction! The cat will rub it, roll over it, kick at it, and generally go nuts for several minutes. Then the cat will lose interest and walk away. Two hours later, the cat may come back and have exactly the same response.

so it only works for CERTAIN types of cats.

WHAT IF IT DOESN'T WORK ON TEHSI?!

waste my allowance gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

i also bought tehsi THIS

cat food !
doesn't that sound goooood ? SALMOOOOOON.
i love salmon!

AND SO SHALL MY CAT !

for ever since i was taught that raw food could be eaten when i was in primary school , i've loved raw salmon sashimi! IN FACT, I LOVE ALL SUSHIIIIII! except for that white squid thing.

called ika sashimi or something . OH WELL BACK TO THE STORY.

no wait. no more pictures. that means no more things to talk about.

yeah okay .

WELL BYEEE

japan photos! NINJA

2009-07-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING.
i wanna say i enlargened my photos but the photos are sorta screwed.
the picture's aren't sharp and they look all STRECHY.
so bear with it for now !

by the way.
they're ants on my table.
OUT OF NOWHERE.
i just took out my scone like 5 minutes ago . and here they are.
i must have some ant hole hidden in my room.

and i took out tissue and pushed them away ( im so nice , i dont kill ants lol )
and then they scattered away . They were smart to run.
..and then they came back to the spot.
then im like.
DO YOU WANT TO SHITTING DIE ?!

ANYWAY ,
im here to share with you one cool restaurant we were recommended in japan!
It's called NINJA!

i swear to you it's an amazing restaurant .
and yes it is super unique.
The way you go to your seats are unique too.
some person at the counter , instead of telling you , " Okay follow me !
here's your seats. " and walks off .

he tells you " HERE COMES THE NINJA ! "
and all of us were like , AH!
because it's gonna pop out of anywhere!
and we were in a slightly dark room.

then some ninja came out of some secret cupboard.
im like woah. what the hell! and screamed.

then that ninja person brought us to our seats through some dark enclosed areas.
with secret trapdoors and shit.
its sooo coool!

then michelle or elna said ,
then how will the ninjas know when to pop out?
who knows ? maybe they all queuing up behind the secret door.

and one by one jump out at us . HAHA
that will be funnyyyyyyyyy
ahhahaa.

this is our waitress's's's's's's pose for the camera. aint it familiar?
is that like, from naruto or something?

how she took out the menu was uber cool too.

she like , suddenly took out a scroll.

then she screamed : HUT!

or HAI!

really quick.

not out of randomness but because all ninjas say that i guess.

and rolled out the scroll . which is of course , Our menu.

and look at their food names , its so unique.
yet so lame . like
NINJA SOUP WITH SECRET NINJA SAUCE.

HAHAHHAHAHA
no seriously im not exarggerating.

i mean i didn't take photos of that SECRET ninja shit but i promise you there were many of those.

and look at number 5) Fatty and fattiest bluefin- tuna sashimi on-- heck the rest.

haha! i don't think alot of people order that . from the way they make it sound.

gives us the image of a big tower of fat on a plate.

IT'LL GO STRAIGHT DOWN TO YOUR ASS!

Don't know what the heck are these. but they taste good!
Or this. didn't try it . But the lady said it's biscuits.
it looks like a toy!Elna's food. no idea what it is either. i only know it looks CoOoOOoOoL
Gross escargots.

MY BROTHER LOVED IT!

and they're green!

FRICKIN GREEN!!

i mean i don't know how do people start trying one in the first place!

After alot of persuation maybe.
like ,
:EAT IT ! IT'S GOOD!

-HELL NO ! ITS GREEN!

-BUT THATS THE JUICY PART!

-YOUR SICK

i bet that was my conversation with someone who tried to persuade me to eat escargots.

looks like a cupcake right?

an odinary cupcake.

RIGHT

RIGHT!?

WRONG!

ITS SALAD!

THAT thing on top is salad dressing .

the salad's UNDER all that dressing.

i was fooled. i thought it was some sort of muffin with some watery icing. BUT NO.

it's

salad. healthy salad. -__-

spicy chicken wings.
all chicken wings in japan are puny!
they're punier then the chillies!

finally ,

OUR DESSERT.

thts elna's. i dont know what its called.

but, this is my dessert.
this dessert is called...

White snow frog cheesecake with fruits inside.

and when i was reading that on the menu , i was like wtf? is that gonna be a real frog stuffed with fruits?

But no.

its a frog made out of cheesecake sitting on a BROWN cheesecake crust lilypad that looks like a beef patty THAT STARES AT ME CONSTANTLY LIKE SOME FREAKY STALKER.

so i removed his eyes and replaced them with dots! ( his nostrils )

..before i ate it .
No way am i gonna eat that .. thing staring at me like that ,comfortably.

And qianjings' dessert. don't remember what its called. Summer vacation or something. made out of ice cream , a green head and YAN WOH.
HAHAHAHA
bird's nest lah okay.

the bird's nest is used to make the water. ZOMG it looks so cool.

ohoh , and we were the last to leave the restaurant. at 2am.
so before we left the amazing place ,

no we didn't take a photo with the staff ,
no we didn't take a group photo.

we went to the toilet!

and once i came upon the bathroom doors , i was like , wondering which one was the females and which one was the males.

THE FEMALE ONE. that has a hole in the shuriken.

THE MALE ONE , with some stub THING sticking out of the shuriken!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
COINCIDENCE EH ?

Ninjas wear hello kitty clips ! ahah!
we are SURE to visit again if we get the chance.

does anyone even read my blog ? o.O

imah seek

2009-07-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

if you cant read the title its probably my fault.
im siiick!
but only a little bit.
a fever of
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DUNG DUNG DUNG.

BUT PFFT.
THATS NOT A FEVER RIGHT!
my maid said it is!
and then my eye sockets also feel strange so i told michelle i felt sick!
its probably
because i stayed at home the whole day using the com like a nerd.

thats why nerds get picked on !
they go all weak and sick like!

if nerds dont play computer all day they would probably BEAT UP THE BULLY.
computers are like drugs man! making you sick and shit.

anyway i went to the doctor about 2 hours ago.
because michelle wanted to make sure it's minor.

of course i felt kinda terrible but then its not that bad.
my head felt like a coconut.
felt all heavy.

when i went to the doctor ,
the doctor placed his .. i dont know what you call it .
some . theroscope or something AH WHO CARES
and placed it on my back.
and asked me to breathe in.
i breathed in deeply.
then he moved onto another spot on my back and said breathe.
then i inhaled again.
and he moved onto ANOTHER spot and said breathe again.
and i inhaled again.

at that point i realised
i can't KEEP INHALING AND INHALING
what about exhaling ?!
i need to BREATHE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON DAMMIT.

then he did some test on me.
he shoved some ear cleaner stick thing and took samples of my spit
from the back of my throat. which like , made me CHOKE
at him.

ahhhhhhh how come i got sick out of the blue!
who cares.
im like hella better now lol.

after that we went to 711.
thats when i experienced .
MENSES.

so i walked like a penguin.
( YOU MEN ARE LUCKY YOU DONT HAVE MENSES. AND ON TOP OF THAT , GIVE BIRTH)

and to worsen it , i have like 9 mosquito bites.
IM SICK , AND IM LOSING SO MUCH BLOOD!

IM GONNA DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!

OH!

when i came back home . me and michelle pranked my brothers
she said to my brothers saying i have to pack up my clothing and then leave to the hospital.

then i walked into the house and attempted to hug my brother because my brother said he would visit me.
but they both ran away from me!

in fact THEY RAN OUT OF THE HOUSE!
saying DONT TOUCH ME!

aww those sweet bastards.

anyway ,
as a sick person i am excused not to blog for about....
1 ...

month?
HAHAHA. SO
KAY BYE !
:D

IM TROUBLED! HELP MEH

2009-07-01T11:38:00.000-07:00

IM REALLY TROUBLED MAN.
I REALLY WANNA TRANSFER SCHOOL!
TO STC!my old school.

all my classmates seem to go out as friends and study together most of the time.
and have time to go out for fun.

but the people in my school dont study together at all of course.

they're dance is so much better than my school's one too!
somemore they get to choreograph themselves!
and i must say their dance choreo looks so fun and at the same time amazing!
my school's one on the otherhand , is very screwed up.
some people can't even dance and they can just anyhow join and sometimes they take up majority of the dance group.
and if they anyhow dance , and when we have to perform in front of the school , the dance instructor's fine with it .
ITS SO TEMPTING TO JOIN STC!

i mean all my friends are there too!

but if i leave sjii .
my future might be ruined man!
sjii gives me an easier route to sucess !
while in stc , i have to work harder. but then i might be happier. by a lot.
but heck.

everything's awsome in stc.
friends are supportive and more caring than people in sjii.
JASMINE my best friend is there too.

Dancing is better there too.
and you all must know how FRICKIN MUCH i love dancing.

and how much it means to me.

this school is good. it just doesnt have the right nessesities.
our performances also kinda sucks.
our props have not that much effort compared to stc

our only performances in our school are rare and they're usually damn jazz performances by a band we students never even heard of . which of course , 99% of us are not interested in.
screw them lah. they only think about our future , not about our enjoyment.
in stc its both.

in sjii im always late for school. so much until the teachers complained
because every morning i procrastinate to get out of bed to go to school.
in stc , i was never late.
i always woke up wanting to go to school everyday .

plus in this school , i don't feel loved.
me and jasmine are drifting apart somemore.
and i totally miss our fun times.

so, that is sooo not good.
what do i do.

my father allows me to transfer school.
but then if i do, i might be stupid for doing so.
because this school has good teachers , good teaching system.
but bad performances , bad opputunities for the indivisual . and EXPENSIVE.

JAPAN TRIP PART 1

2009-06-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOO.

im back from japan!

and today im going to INDONESIA!

BUT THEN I JUST HECKIN CAME BACK FROM JAPAN!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH JOY! sarcasm.

talk about jetlag.

gahahh): im like so lazy to BLOG . you know i have like over 400 photos?!

i cant upload it into photobucket then upload it here.

im uploading all of them into facebook because facebook dont need to write anything and you can like upload 200 at once.

unlike STUPID BLOGGER. posts small photos and only maximum of like 6 at once.

veryyyy unhandy.

so heck. i'll just upload photos into my blog here! (:

oh god i feel so mean and direct nowdays . and insultive. REALLY insultive.

btw i think i'm getting like super bad mood swings . i over reacted when my chio phone can't close properly and now its PERMERNANTLY STUCK LIKE THAT.
i mean i love this phone.
i suck at taking care of it . NOW IT CANT CLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE.
i feel so troubled. i can't fix it .

PLUS! today i didn't meet any of my friends . which i was supposed to.
now i feel like a loner too!
none of my friends are online right now . not even jasmine.
and im supposed to go out with jasmine today .

but her damn mom doesn't allow her to go out because theres SWINE FLU.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHLAO.

first , her mom doesn't allow her to come to my birthday party.
THEN she doesn't allow her to come out with me today . and tomorow i might be going to indoensia already !
i got a freakin wedding to go to.

hais .
i feel like life is so messed up and unorganised.
haven't done any holiday homework too.
whole day i've been listening to music .

ironic enough ,
ironic. i just realised.
i asked myself 2 nights ago.
what can you not live without ?
Music OR friends.
after a hard debate i chose music. cause music made me happy within 3 mins.
but i was wrong.
Today,
im at home locked up the whole day listening to music and not talking to
any of my friends. for a full conversation.
at least.
plus im on msn . last night i had 15 messengers .
now i have none. completely. no messengers at all. i talked to longjing but
he didnt reply me on msn.
and thats just so .
dreamish . as if it cant be true no one talks to you.
you feel so alone. it cant be real. its just . so unreal for life to be like this.

and i change my mind now . Friends make me happy. not entirely music.
music cant make you laugh and make memories.
Friends can.

i feel like living a life that doesn't end. just goes on with no purpose and no one to love. the people you love don't paticularly love you back. i feel like yeah l. im 15 . i like this teenager age. im young. i wanna spend it fully with happiness before i turn into an adult whom can't do as much youthful things. but then . i just cant. i cant do anything. i need jasmine ): i miss jasmine!

enough of emotional talk . JASMINE YOU BETTER SEE THIS AH.

anyway ,

my flight to japan was terrible in a way because my feet is always freezing to death and the air is so dry and that makes my face feel all old and LIFELESS LIKE A OLD LADY

( SEE ! I INSULT AGAIN! )

BTW!

does anyone the heck know how to make your blog pics bigger and more clear?

like i see on other people's blogs. my one is so small even

for " large " .

HELP PLEASE):

anyway ,

we went to the airport at like 8tish pm.

so we're gonna spend like 6 hours in the plane at night .

obviously .

sleeping .

..either that or having a movie marathon .

so yeah . i guessed i didn't dress properly. my shirt is too short . so when i bent into a sleeping

position part of my back would be exposed and then my back will be all COLD.

He's like . what the hell is that infront of me

THIS MUFFIN WAS THE BOMB. it didn't taste good after a while because my lips were all DRY BECAUSE OF THE DAMN DRY AIR !
I'm smiling, don't be fooled. im crying on the inside ):

so we went STRAIGHT TO!
TOKYO DISNEYSEA!

i have to this this next time! right now i gotta get ready to go indonesia for a wedding!

my cousin is getting MARRRRRRRRRIED!

I HAVENT EVEN PACKED MY LUGGAGE YET !

AND I HAVEN'T EVEN SHOWERED YET!

actually , I HAVEN'T SHOWERED IN 2 DAYS IN FACT.

WHY AM I POSTING THIS ON MY BLOG!

WHY AM I ASKING SO MANY QUESTIONS!

I HAVE TO GO !

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

MY EAR SHITTING HURTS

2009-06-13T23:12:00.000-07:00

MY EAR SHITTING HURTS!
i have no idea why!

i think its because last night i went to sleep on my right ear where my piercing was.
even though it hurt , it FELT SO GOOD TO SLEEP ON MY RIGHT SIDE.

NOTHING CAN TAKE ME AND MY CUDDLYNESS AWAY.
when i woke up this morning my ear hurt like &%%*( .

i mean a few days ago it didn't even hurt . only hurt a bit if you touched it .
but now , im not even touching it and it already hurts like shit !

WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOOOOO.

i already put antiseptic on it just in case some ... thing is happening .

and im leaving at 8pm tonight to tokyooo! or .. osaka .
wherever the heck im going to .

WHO CARES ! its japan!
everywhere in japan is heaven !

except for red light districts. well in a way yeah . to men it's heaven .

Hey , dont you find it strange i can always talk about one subject and suddenly it'll end up with something random ?

StRAAAnnGe.

my furking ear huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurts.

my fault lah. what do i dooo.
WELL BYEEEEEEEEEEEE :D LAST BLOG FOR A WEEK.

IM GOING TO JAPAN. AGAIN?

2009-06-12T09:38:00.000-07:00

IM GOING TO JAPAN ON SUNDAY!
yes , i didn't know that until today!

WALAO .
i hope i enjoy it .

im deleting all my photos in my camera to make more memory space for the gekillion photos im gonna take in AMAZING JAPAN!

but i got bored of deleting that many photos so i made my cousin do it for me ( clueless about how many photos i have ).
after continous deleting . my cousin was like " HOW MANY PHOTOS DO YOU HAVE ? "

then i said , uh, a few hundreds. then she gave me . " The look "

anyway , yeah ):
i wont be able to blog until i come back which is not a confirmed date.

TO ENTERTAIN YA'LL.

HERE ARE SOME REALLY RETARDED RANDOM VIDEOS!

Elastigirl

its so retarded seriously. does she like , not have bones ?! OR ORGANS ? OR FRIENDS ?!

nah joking thats mean .

anyways , in japan , i am sure to shop alot.

because i barely shop in singapore . all my clothes are shrinkiiiiiiiiing.

so yeh.

TALLYHO!

YAY PIERCING!

2009-06-11T05:20:00.000-07:00

YAY I FINALLY HAVE A LIP PIERCING!

no lahhhh ! just joking , i didn't have a lip piercing .
I HAVE A BELLY BUTTON PEIRCING !!

no lah just joking .
i dont have a belly button peircing xD

i have a wrist pierciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing ! :D
LIKE YAY.

NO LAH NOT A WRIST PIERCING . joking agaaain!

honestly all i had was a
ear piercing .

yeh .
WANNA SEE ? :D

i got moles on my ear!

sarah and rebecca were with me at fareast.
when sarah was going to buy something at some store . i noticed a chio ear stud :D
BUT! the only problem is that

i had no freakin ear hole.

all guys think that girls have ear piercings right.
ADMIT IT .

but NO!
99% of girls do.

but not me and my friend nicolette , and best friend jasmine! GAHAH!

( i have a stomach ache all of the sudden while writing this ~_~ . i feel horrible.
eiwhralk;ejrhwjklrhewrejkw OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
zomg , my stomach just made a funny sound .
oh well . its gone now. )

anywah , i saw the chio stud ,and i said to sarah . hais , i want a ear piercing . then sarah said to me , " Then get lah ! "

then she asked me where do i want to pierce . i pointed at my top part of the ear.
i told her its smexy !

rebecca told me i should pierce my earlobe before piercing my , top-part-of-the-ear part . whatever you call it.
because she said i can experience how it feels like before piercing my top-part-of-the-ear part part, because the top-part-of-the-ear part is more painful if you pierce it because your bone is there.

I told rebecca nevermind i dont want to peirce my earlobe because i dont think it suits me .
just the thought of the piercing scares me .
its like a needle going right through your bone. eesh lah.

sarah and rebecca were pressuring me to hurry up . make my choice .

then she just told me to pierce at the store. right where we're standing.
then i felt , "Woah man i dont feel ready ."

YES OKAY IM A WIMP .

cause last time i saw my friend pierce her ear at 77th street.

she just passed the lady 2 bucks and the lady took out some stapler thing and stapled her ear.

then she passed jocelyn some solution told her some instructions and then jocelyn left the store.

as FAST AS THAT!
just pierce and go .

so i thought maybe there are some paticular people who pierce anyhow pierce one .

like , anyone can just take that stapler and make a hole in their ear right ?

so i felt insecure . I MIGHT GO BLIND IF THAT LADY PIERCED WRONGLY! and yes im also scared OF THE PAIN!

anyway , after like 20 minutes of pressure . sarah asked me one final time .
" ARE YOU GONNA PIERCE OR NOT ? "

then i said ok la ok la!
i cant keep procrastinating this right.

get it done and over with . but once i said that i felt soo scared.
rebecca helped me ask the store owner i wanted a piercing.

then the store owner said " okay , 4 bucks (: "
then i was like okay.

i just stood beside the table where all the ear studs , necklaces and blablahs were displayed.
then the lady sprayed something on my ear . i stared at one corner with sarah and rebecca infront of me waiting for my reaction -_-.

sadistic people.

anyway my heart was beating quite fast and i felt nervous.
i was stoning at one corner thinking , will it hurt like *^*&^*? or will it not hurt ?

then i saw a small glimspe of the gun she was gonna shoot me ear with .
i didn't look at it properly because im a wimp.
but this is what it looks like.

LOOKS TORTUROUS !

okay , on with the story , i told the lady who was gonna pierce my ear in frickin chinese , WHICH I DONT EVEN SPEAK -.- telling her im scared.

yes charlene you're so pathetic! then she said theres nothing to be afraid of because my ear is soft. then i was like uhh okay . then i continued stoning at a corner in NERVOUSNESS!

then all of the sudden i heard a PIAK sound hit on my ear.
honestly , IT WASN'T AS PAIN AS I IMAGINED IT TO BE! i didn't even feel any needle go through my ear because its so fast.

i know i know , im making an ear piercing sound as if its a big deal.
it is to me . because im a . a . A WIMP .

anyway once the lady pierced my ear i immediately jumped on the spot . and said UNGH!

sarah and rebecca started laughing ahhhhhhh so mean lol

sadly we didn't record it . wanted to though.

i got shocked because it was so sudden and loud and i was in the midst of pressure.

and i just said omg thanks to the lady and walked out of the store.
BUT HAHAHHAHA AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!

IM SO HAPPPPPPPY.
that is like the most bravest thing i've done xD
TEEHEEHAHA

that night sarah told me you will feel a burning sensation in a while . then i told her i dont really feel any burning sensation . after a while i did . but it was REALLY mild.

that night i couldn't sleep on my right side. ): screw it . the pain feels like a bruise . a painful bruise lol . and i asked sarah plenty of questions about my piercing . and i searched the net for tips on getting a ear piercing. yes . cheesy indeed.

the internet said im supposed to turn my piercing occassionally to make sure the ear hole doesnt close on my stud .

and man , did they put it in a scary way .

If you don't turn your earrings, the skin will grow back in around the earrings and you won't be able to get them out.

and they said once you've pierced your ears , the person will give you some solution to clean your piercing with . its called . peroxide.

Then i was thinking ..

wait a second.
That lady didn't give me no solution thingymabob.

peroxide is the chim version of of course , ALCOHOL!
and then sarah told me not to put alcohol on it because it will somehow infect it ?

AHHHH WHAT TO CHOOOOOOOOOOOSE!
put solution thingymabob or dont put solution thingamabob.

the site also said i cant remove my piercing for 6 weeks . then i can change it.
WTF? 6 WEEKS ?!

sarah told me 2 weeks ):

i have a chio ear stud waiting for mee !

Yesterday and today . AND BRACES

2009-06-05T02:32:00.000-07:00

God is nice to me .

in life ,he entertains me everyday!

and today ,

My brother ..

has horrible rashes ! :D

and now ,

for the worst of all .

when i saw it right , ALL MY HAIR STOOD LAH .

so groooooooooooossss. this thing happened to me before too . but then it's not as bad as his one .

and yes , it ITCHED LIKE HELL . everytime you looked at it your hair will stand .

you wouldn't even manage to sleep because throughout the whole night you would be scratching your head off .

you can CRY , SERIOUSLY ./

you pity yourself for having such a stupid lumpy body that looks as if your skin is mutated and itches worse then mosquito bites.

its TORTURE. who says the only torture is pain ! ITCHINESS TOO!

anyway ,

I LOVE ILUMA !

i didn't find out about iluma until last thursday !

BUT HECK ITS AWSOME ! its a new mall near bugis . BE SURE TO VISIT IT !

its my DREAM MALL LAH ! ITS PERFECT I TELL YOU ! theres japanese noodle shops , japanese optical shops , ice cream CLAW CATCHER THINGIES ! ( awsomeo ) japanese cosplay rental , a cinema , AND LOADS MORE .

NOT TO MENTION , its HUMONGOUS .

and how i found out about iluma was by pure coincidence . i had to follow nicollette to go get her sims3 . and she had the brochure which said where to collect your game . and it says , Iluma , bugis .

and she haven't been to bugis before ! O:

so she asked me . and i thought iluma was a store name . so we went to bugis junction first , and asked a store person . do you know wheres iluma ?

and the person said its across bugis junction .

so we went alllllllllll the way to bugis street. lol wait , it's not that far.

nevermind . then i heard someone screaming stuff on a microphone , since i thought it was a new game launching thing, it should be related to people screaming into microphones ! so then we saw people distributing the Sims3 game and bla . then nicollette went all screamy like all girls do when they see hot guys .

then she finally got her game . seriously , FINALLY. it was so hot that day !

then we still didn't find out the mystery of what is " Iluma " .

then nicollette saw a shopping mall right beside the launch , she then said , " Hey have you seen this mall before ? " and i said no . then we both went insiiiiiiiiide !

and we didnt regret it ! ITS AMAZING!

its my heaven seriously!

there are so many interesting stores , not like the normal ones you see ALL AROUND SINGAPORE . the same stores you heard of before . nooo , not iluma , iluma has so many original stores you haven't even HEARD OF BEFORE !

AND SOMEMORE , ALL AWSOME !

arcade includes so many interesting games which you've probably never seen in singapore before. and ITS BIIIIIIIIIIG !

ILUMA ROCKS!

i even bought this at one of their stores!

THE FREELOADER FORK !

SERIOUSLY , thats what its called.

i brought it to school one day , and the teacher scolded me .

OH BTW , I WORE BRACES ALREADY .
my aunty told me to stop touching em .
BUT I STILL DO ANYWAY !

,

this is my second day wearing braces.

and yes michelle , it's annoying , it hurts , you can't bite .

the night before i put on braces , i felt my teeth with my finger FOR THE LAST TIME IN LIKE 2 YEARS .

then the next day ,

i mean the first time i got them right , i felt so strange . but then it didn't hurt at all .

it doesn't hurt for the first few hours . if you dont talk , you might not even realise it's there !

after a few hours , ( to me , it happened in the middle of the night ) the pain will come .

the pain feels...... like the braces are tightening your teeth with force .

its like A TORTURE DEVICE .

the annoying things about braces :

-today i tried to eat . duck meat , meat jelly thing , and a soft BUN .

BUT WHENEVER I TRY TO BITE , IT JUST HURTS !

- to me , i dont dare to smile ! so today when i went out with ben and kengmunn i couldnt talk much , neither could i smile . neither can i talk . and thats hard for me because i talk alot and i smile alot too. because i thought it might be a little strange to accept me with braces now . its like a change . so i feel just insecure . SO SAD RIGHT ! NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.

- when i smile , and my lips go back down to the neutral face , theres a damn mini antenna thingy attached to each of the canine tooth there . so it would HOOK my lips!
and i end up looking funny ! WHICH IS ANNOYING . because i would pucker my lips a bit to make my lips uh , " escape " from the hook and back the my neutral mouth .

and kengmunn told me not to do that ,
BECAUSE he said if you keep doing that it will become a habit , EVEN AFTER YOU WEAR BRACES. like wth . WHAT DO I DO NOWWWWWWW .

- MY TOUNGE CAN'T TEACH MY UPPER LIP IF I WANT TO WET IT !
because if i try to , that damn WHO-KNOWS-WHAT-THE-HELL-FOR , ANTENNA WILL POKE MY GUM!

screw braces. i wanna REMOVE ITTTTTTTTTT.

but yeah michelle yong!

yes im talking to YOU !

this is the positive parts about braces .

you should wear braces because the pain will only last for a few days = won't be able to eat
= SKINNY .

F**** I JUST SAW 2 LIZARDS CRAWLING UP MY WALL AND THEIR HUGE !!

392847928473298479832479832749832

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH eeeeeeew it just crawled behind my table !

and now their racing across my room . one is behind another . the lizard in front is like running for its life.

THE ONE BEHIND PROBABLY WANTS TO RAPE THE ONE IN FRONT LAH .

and nevermind I HAVE TO GO SO IM CHIONG-ING FOR DINNER RIGHT NOW .

.. continuing ,

-and of course , straighten your teeth in like 1 - 2 years ? YOU WILL HAVE A GORGEOUS SMILE ! dont worry !

- ITS THE TREND NOW ! PEOPLE WHO WEAR BRACES ARE COOL !

SO WEAR IT !

me birthday!

2009-06-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

Hellllooo ,

As promised.

I'm gonna blog about my birthday!

sarah , keith and bec stayed over at my house . and man did they frickin sleep late.
slept at 4AM .

AND BEC LAUGHS FUNNY WHEN HE WATCHES MANGA! he was at my room watching it on my computer . laughing to himself.

And i treated keith man !
to a nice bathtub shower !

with my nice SHOWER GEL THING !

thats right , it might LOOK like normal champagne , but its NOT. its some short of bubble bath gel thing ! and smells awsome ! Man im nice lol.

Anyway , the next day , on my birthday celebration day ,i found out that bec stole my blanket.

so i jumped on his back until he woke up . or until he rolls and i fall off .

anyway , My friends were supposed to meet me at my house at 2-before 3pm.

then we would all stuff into the car to SENTOSA !
BUT .

all of them were LATE.
except maddie !
and nicolette yeah i forgive you because you were completing my present !

BUT HECK. we were supposed to play guitar hero !

FRICKIN GUITAR HERO !

but nooooo.

everyone was LATE.

continuing the plan ,
then .at 3 , we would go sentosa , stay at the villa a while .

Then go to the beach to play games ! THATS RIGHT , LAME CHILDREN GAMES !

Then to the 4D movie !

THEN to the skyride !

THEN TO MUSICAL FOUNTAIN!
THEN TO DINNER !
let me explain to you what happened!

First of all , yes my friends were late.

except maddie . i told maddie i don't think i'm gonna get something very good from kengmunn.

Because i made kengmunn a video for his birthday. I posted it here before. But then , a few days before my birthday , I hinted kengmunn alot of times in school.

" COUGHCOUGH . hey . whats on Monday next week ?! / Hey , don't you think Mp3s are awsome / OMG , TEDDYBEARS ARE SO COOL / Hey , did you know i like handmade things .

OR i went straight to the point , WHAT ARE YOU GETTING ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY ?!

because as the typical kpo singaporean as i am . i am kpo.

He told me he's getting me a card. then i was smiling , but inside i felt quite disappointed. then im like , WHYYY ! i gave you a birthday video leh .):

then he said yeah but i have no idea what to give you ! and i have such a short time .

then i told him , ITS NEXT WEEK . AND I JUST TOOK 1 WEEK TO MAKE YOUR BIRTHDAY VIDEO ! then he was like , not replying and looked away.

usually kengmunn and sze would change the subject when i talked about my birthday coming .

but ,

Thanks to kengmunn professional acting skills. I fell for his plan.

Thanks to MADELEINE WONG . for comforting me . she told me ,

" I promise you kengmunn won't make you a card. Okay yeah maybe he will . But i'm sure he will make a card and more. "

Because once ben tam , kengmunn , and szeyuan came to my house ,They gave me a box. with scraps of coloured paper stuck onto it . then i wanted to open it . But they suddenly all screamed and tackled me and stopped me from opening the box immediately.

then kengmunn said . NO . OPEN IT LATER. then he passed me A CD !

The next thing i knew they locked me in my own frickin room .

And they said , they will not let me out until i watch the damn video .

then i was like FINE!

in the end they all watched it with me . It was a video of them hunting for a birthday present for me . I wouldn't call it Sweet / touching . its more of them walking around vivo lol . But it was THOUGHTFULLLLLL!

at the end , i hugged them and said thank youuuuuuuuuuuu!

THEN , they made me look for the dam box again. when i finally found it ,...

(Im not gonna tell you whats inside !
NOT YET . )

so these are the photos which DOESN'T include the things in the box !

CRY!
AND OFF WE GO TO SENTOSA !
nicollette looks pretty here !

this tree thing is inside our villa .so cool man .its from outside. imagine if it rained.

yes , everyone was feeling awkward once they came inside the villa because so many people didn't know each other . i felt awkward too.

but hey ! THERES FREE DONUTS!

no shoes in the house!

and we changed and off we go to the beach !

Baywatch hotties.

i love marvyn's " pose " hes the one on the left .

and since we wasted SO MUCH TIME , we didn't have time for the 4d movie , or the skyride , or the luge , or childish sand games ): at the beach , everyone was doing their own things and not listening to the person in charge , whom is of course , michelle the governess ! and there were different social groups , like , the sji international group , and my stc friends were combined with the rest . so kengmunn was getting quite mad with me for so called " ditching" them . but i told him its hard for me to communicate with one group and communicate with the sjii group .

but he like doesnt take that in as an excuse or something lor ! then i told him why dont you make friends with them ! he said he wanted to , but he doesnt want to make the first move. WHAT NONSENSE ): make things hard for me .

to make things worse , brenda got into a quarell with bec. and then she and rebecca, sarah and her boyfriend went back to the villa . then i felt quite upset , hopeless to get them together to play games now . and things are not going according to planned.

suddenly , elna , my dad , my maids and my younger step siblings showed up . and then i started feeling more awkward . ): but heck . michelle explained to elna what was the problem , and elna was nice to enough to support me , and everything . she called all my remaining friends at the beach to play monkey in the middle . not exactly thrilling game . so i felt slightly strange too . But i was glad . slightly fun , thanks to marvyn for kicking sand into his face .

after all that shit's over , we went to the SWIMMING POOL WHICH WAS REALLY CHIO.

to wash off all the seawater . so cleaaaaaaaaaaaaaan it felt so nice !

the saltwater was like shrivilling my lips . ahahhahahaha.

and there were slides! BUT SKIP ALL THAT NONSENSE . i felt much better after that man !

and heres vain keiiiith :D

we were gonna watch MUSICAL FOUNTAIN ! BUT .
we were late ! it started at 8 :30pm . we were there at like 8:45pm.

WoOooughh.

then they started singing some retarded song . WHO DID IT , WE DID IT ! you did it ? WE DID IT ! and then , after all that annoying noise , the fish thing in the water fountain said , " OKAY , THATS IT KIDS , BYEE ! "

and i just screamed , " WHAT ?!?! "

SCAM !

I WANT MY MONEY BACK ! we only watched pherhaps only like , 1 minute of it !

all of us were laughing at the end lol. screw the people who took so long to change . ITS ALL YOUR FAULT ! then off we went to DINNER!

Thank youuuuuu to :

KEITH THE JERK
MARVYN!

darryl!

NICOLLETTE!

ben yoong!

LONGJING

BEN TAM AND KENGMUNN!

LEWIS the angmoh!

omg why isn't there a pic of szeyuan . AHHHH! SORRY !

SZE ! THANKS TO YOU TOO !

SMIIIIIIIIIILE .

qianjing was a pure idiot for dressing up like that to go sentosa . a scarf , jeans , ( until i told him he was an idiot for wearing that so he changed to bermudas ) and last but not least , a damn cardigan . hes more vain then his sister for goodness sakes.

card from marvyn and lewis.

oh wow , what can i put in this ?

Ben said it was hot. so what to do ? Stuff yourself in the fridge maybe ?

now , its
GIFT TIIIIIIIIME !

this was from the box kengmunn and sze and ben tam i mentioned earlier.

i opened it . it was full of AWSOME JUNK .

it includes :

2 compressed balls of magic towels ,

1 compressed star towel thingy , a " My parents said i could be anything i want , so i became an ASSHOLE " sign ,

gummies , japanese candy , grape jelly , a voodoo doll , shredded paper , crunched up paper ,

" EAT SHIT " box , 2 boxes of jellybeans , 5/6 cards written from them , some random ice cream plushie crying( probably from those cheapskate capsule machines),

unglam photos of me , scandelous photo of nicholas , 2 SPORKS! , stack of coloured paper ,

billie boom or something keychian , and thats all i think .

as you can see . theres one photo facing some other direction . which is a scandelousy photo of nicholas on my bag . like wth . KENGMUNN YOU STALKER . when did you even take that ?!

im not really touched by the stuff they give me . but im touched by the cards they wrote !

ITS KINDA PRIVATE BUT IM GONNA WRITE IT OUT ANYWAY!

Kengmunn :

Dear charlene ,

we are like in the library and we must be like quiet! we have to like constantly keep our voices low. You know even before your birthday ... ... way before your birthday , I was already thinking of something to do for you! After all that you have done for my birthday , going through ALL that trouble to get me a good present and a nice video!

So i owe it to you! i have always been very grateful that you got me that gift.

To tell you the truth , I had been very extremely touched that someone would go through all that trouble just for me... i mena no one has ever done that for me EVER!

you made a great impact in my life and you are also someone who helped me changed to a better person , someone that would be kind and helpful!

so i am making you a nice gift and i hope you enjoy reading these notes!

~KM

Szeyuan:

Dear charlene ! your birthday is coming!! today is a friday where you always go out with jasmine... we're now at Bishan library . doing your birthday present stuff. Anyway , you won't get to read all these notes until first june !

you know , even though you kept hinting us " my birthday is coming! " we always changed the subject . for ... READ NEXT LETTER!

Sze.

The letter continues here . the reason we always change the subject is because we didn't want you to know that we're making this special present!

i hope you aren't angry with us which you seem to look like these few days !

( cried here )

we're really sorry for leaving you out or making you feel bad ... it had to be this way for this to be successful .

hehehhe , but you know , doing this present makes me excited ! i'm uber happy .
i'm with benjamin tam and kengmunn now in B library.
okay heck im too lazy to write the rest . there are like . 3 more.

seriously guys , the gifts were so sweet. i even told ben tam to play canon in D to make me cry . but the EAT SHIT box just ruined the moment !

Anyways , this is sarah's present to me .
A SEXY NECKLACE. NO , i mean sexy as in LITERALLY . it says sexy.

and its soo true . HA . HA .
sarasm.

this is michelle's present to me !

and they were.......

CUTE LITTLE YELLOW PANTS ! i'm too lazy to take photo of it , but its CUTE THATS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW!

ah nevermind . since im so nice , im gonna upload it up here !

SHU MIN'S PRESENT !

bodyshop butter thing ! with a nail buffer included !
THANK YOU SHU MIN , I LOVE YOU ! :D

and this gift is amazing ,
its from elna .
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A TOOTING JUICY COUTURE BAG ! ITS DROP DEAD GORGEOUS . hahahaha! and This ,makes no sense . BUT WHO THE HELL CARES !

THANK YOU ELNA !

but seriously you shouldn't have bought something that expensive !

now ,
THIS IS NICOLETTE'S AND MADDIE'S.

WHICH IS GORGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOUS! AS WELL AS THOUGHTFUL!

its a beautiful scrapbook full of photos and letters :D

they spent like 7 tooting hours making this for me . THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS .
LOVE YOUUUUUSO DAM FRICKIN MUCH!

that was about the clearest i could get of the message.

yes , the person in the middle is a guy.

NOW TOODLES !

you strangers never wish me happy birthday on my tagboard !

IM BLOGGING SOON! & braces. heck with em

2009-06-01T05:33:00.000-07:00

SCREW IT .

i am so darn busy .

AND THIS AINT NO EXCUSE.

I AM TELLING THE TRUTHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I AM FRICKIN BUSY!

I WAS SUPPOSED TO BLOG.

BUT THEN!

I HAVE A MATH TEST TOMOROW !

oh my!

and you should know how terrible and hopeless and sucky and dumb i am when it comes to

M A T H E M A M A T H I C S!

that is sooo SAD.

i GUESS i'll have to study . and NOT spend 4 hours blogging !

SARCASTIC AHAHHA.

no seriously .

i'll try to blog tomorow .

im still being haunted by the blog.

i PROMISE you .

long long blog full of pictures for EVERYBODEH!

ps ,Nicolette's gonna remove her braces on friday . CONGRATULATIONS .

and guess what . YES . i'm gonna wear BRACES ON FRIDAY .

like finally.

but im not prepared for it man . when i was younger.

i used to think people who wear braces are NERDS.

looks like this.

but heck . i dont think their nerds anymore.

Because i have loads of friends that look like that lol.

So they're COOL. hey . karma ): i picked on them. and OH OH !

i might be getting those glow in the dark rubber band braces. so that if there is a blackout in my house i can just smile . and FFZZHWANG! some floating , glowing mouth roaming around .

But how ! i can't eat chocolate like some unglam already ! ): all of it will get stuck in my mouth . WHAT IF I WAS ON A DATE WITH SOME HOT GUY ?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ah heck with it ):

BANG WO!

2009-05-25T06:26:00.000-07:00

I KNOW !

I FOUND OUT THE PROBLEM!

I HAVE.

NO IDEA WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT!

man has this been stressing me . Like , i haven't been blogging . and yes ,
somehow that is stressing me .

EVERY NIGHT I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE OF THIS !

I FEEL SO HAUNTED BY MY BLOG THAT I DONT EVEN DARE TO VISIT IT ANYMORE!
THINK OF SOMETHING I COULD BLOG ABOUT PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE!

if not im gonna get NIGHTMARES about blogging already!

busynesssss

2009-05-23T22:13:00.001-07:00

IM SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING .
will like , blog soon , yes i know i've said that alot but whenever i say that , the next day i always have something to do .
and blogging for me takes like HOURS alright . LITERALLY .
so better appreciate it .

SO SCREWED.

2009-05-22T09:10:00.001-07:00

Pst pst ,
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
COUGH.

i bet i wrote this on my previous post already.
but heck.

now i shall make the message clear.

my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.
my birthday is on the 1st of june.

All my plans today are so screwed up.
Every friday , i meet jasmine and then we go walk around orchard.
Starting 1 month ago , i had oschool at 8pm.
So i had to leave her earlier then before.
So today ,
i had to meet jasmine , go for dance , THEN have dinner with my mom and her friends.

SO COMPLICATED .
in the end i had to cancel off the dance because i was so DEAD TIRED.
i had like PE for my last peroid in school.
and we were doing HARDCORE THINGS.

like , BASKETBALL.

okay fine , To you people who say basketball's not that hardcore .

But you should try it when you're a girl , and a beginner , and play it in the hot sun.

And my father said i dont work out enough.
NO GIRL I KNOW NOW WORKS OUT FOR GOODNESS SAKES.
im frickin 15.

and im still growing. so yeah . i should enjoy all the fatty food before i reach my adulthood.

and kenneth , my friend in the same oschool lesson as me ,
somewhat pressured me today ,

I told him im not sure if i should go for dance class , and he was like ,
But its the LAST LESSON.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i miss jasmine lah.
i miss doing retarded things with her and everything.
and i shall stop saying what i like when im with jasmine because i'm gonna sound like a lesbian.

Anway ,
since i got no photos today,
lets blog about yesterday !

Keith , jon tan , and nicollette and brendan has a BAND!
THATS RIGHT ,
A BAND!
and yes ,
they are all like , probably the best players of instruments in our level.
Keith plays guitar and drums,
Nicollette sings,
jon tan plays electric guitar,
and brendan plays bass.

SO HARDCORE.
and so kewl.
somemore they're younger then me . what a shame .

im so old lah.
and
im not " IN " .

anyway , after school , i decided to follow them , since my tution was cancelled.
and nicollette told me i could took photographs for them.

and im like okay.
When we reached there ,
they were in a room . like , some rental band practise room.
i never knew these kinda things were invented.
O:

OMG . i really am outdated.
anyways , drew this .. thing

in english when i was falling asleep.
Its supposed to be some gum drop thing. and its CHOCOLATE COATED.
BUT ITS SO UGLY. since when do gumdrops have leaves petruding out of the top ?!
it looks like a pink lump.

these things were at the practise room , no idea what you call it .

or what the hell their for.

Jon's electric guitar!

and theres keith over exaggerating his drumming.

anyway ,

they spent like , 3 frickin hours practising. Living on a prayer , and other songs.

i on the other hand. SAT IN A CORNER DOING NOTHING. throughout the whole practice i had to wear headphones though. you won't believe how loud keith's drumming was.

somemore i was sitting beside the drums.

the paiiiiiiiiiiiin.

and even WITH the headphones , it was still deafening . i had a headache lah. it's like , i was so bored and sleepy , then suddenly BANGBANG BANG.

god.

dont wanna blog already lah. tomorow or something.

its gonna be 2 am.

2009-05-19T03:31:00.000-07:00

SOO ANGRY THIS MORNING I TELL YOU.
i usually wake up at like 7:40 for school.
and tingting's parents told her that she will have to visit her younger brother at hospital because he has lukemia .

and the father told her that she has to wake up the same time i do .
Then she was like okay .

then he said " promise ah "
then she said fine la .

Then the next morning ,
tingting's maid opens up my room door to wake up tingting . it was about like 6+?
because at that time , the sun haven't rise.
i woke up at the sound of the door.

The maid could only speak indonesian though . and so , started telling tingting to wake up. repeatedly , and im a light sleeper so i woke up. even though she was just whispering.
but tingting didn't bother to wake up . She made such a big ruckus on the bed. She like kicked and threw some little temper on the bed. tossed and turned and stuff.

then i realised her foot was at my head. then she kicked it by accident.
THEN i fully woke up. and i was furious . you know how cranky people can be in the morning ! and i leaned upwards and i screamed at her , " TING ! "slapped her...
ARM!

arm okay . not face. i was so shitting annoyed. if theres one thing i really hate in this world , its , disrespectful people .
They have like , no feelings for others. NO RESPECT YO.

I got so annoyed that tingting actually was so inconsiderate to end up sleeping like that even though its not her house, the other way round with her legs on the pillow,
and also to make a ruckus on my bed even though she knows im sleeping.

Last time , she came over to stay in my house,
my maid was supposed to wake me up for school . She just talked, she didn't whisper.
Then i told her to shhhhhhhhhhhh! with fustratement.

then i got out of bed.

Because tingting was still sleeping. and she whined at me to get up alot quite loudly. then i closed the door as softly as i can before i left the room.
I mean sometimes im sick of being treated unfairly .
My school counciler told me NOT TO EXPECT YOUR FRIENDS TO DO ALOT FOR YOU.

then im like , i dont think its alot.
I think its what all friends should do.

respect at least ):

And then , back to the story , tingting wouldnt wake up at all.
just keep made a ruckus .
then i got shitting annoyed.

and i think i scolded her to stop moving . a short scold .can't remember.
Then i was thinking in my head. " Remember to scold ting ting when i come back from school later."

And just now , i came back from school ,
first thing i said when i saw her was " Ting , you know you woke me up in the morning ? "

then she said yeah i know sorry .

then i said you know what you did ? you shook shook shook the bed.
Then you also kicked my head.

Then she continued using the computer without any response. fiddling with her hair or something.

then i got REAL annoyed. like , hello ? you KICKED MY HEAD !

Nothing else to say ? sorry no cure man . everytime when tingting comes over i wake up in the middle of the night because she kicks me .

either that or she comes over to my side of the bed , because when she sleeps she always spreads her legs and arms wide open.

so annoyed ):

i stared at her after she says nothing.
then i looked at the bed. then i looked back at her.
Come to think of it , the bed was full of her stuff that she shops.
like
wrappers , doll clothing , plastic bags.

not her house lah.
then she walked towards the bed. then i said , You don't feel bed meh ? -.-
then she glared at me rudely as if i did something wrong .

right now we're not talking.

2009-05-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

Real domokun.

My domokun.

i drew it on the back of my guy friends books, without them knowing of course.
and szeyuan.

It kinda looks like a brown mp3 .

This is hilarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrious.

By the way , im walking around my house with no pants now.
Because my school's PE shorts were too tight and they were UNCOMFORTABLE.

so uncomfortable it could hurt.
so heck,

People would say , WHY ARE YOU PANTLESS ?! you think this your house ah ?

and well yeah . i would say yes , this is my house.

WOOOOOOOOOO! all the freedom in the world !
i remember last time when i was younger , when i was about 11 years old ,
i decided to run around my house naked , scremaing.

Influenced from my crazy finnish friend.
i hated her.

So disturbing . Then my maid saw me run around like that . And she said " Cai , i tell kieron you run around your house naked ah ! " then i said NO PLEASE DONT!

btw , kieron was my neighbour whom i had a huge crush on .

hais .
good times . good times..

By the way , tingting came over .

And i bought these COOL NEW SLIPPERS

Once i saw them at the store i was like , damn i gotta have it !

HAHA , its so gay , its ... awsome !

and you wont BELIEVE how soft and silky are the shoes .
and ting was so sweet to buy me

this japanese ,

dooth decaying ROCK SUGAR! that im eating right now !

walao , thinking alot nowadays okay , not enough time to blog.thinking about stuff like MY BIRTHDAY . COUGHCOUGH . on the 1st of june COUGHCOUGH .

iwantpresents

2009-05-16T21:56:00.001-07:00

Don't want a blog already lah.

SUPER MASSIVE BIG ASS THING

2009-05-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

YAY ! my laptop is finally fixed!

now ,

lets see what things we can talk about!

I KNOW!

yesterday , i had a super massive ,

big ass MOSQUITO BITE.

nono , its too big beyond your imagination .
ITS SO GROSS LAH . right now im looking at it, and its sending tingles down my spine .
HERJKEJKHEKJRHEWKJR

SO GROOOOOOOSSSSSS

i was actually wearing my jacket, when suddenly my arm itched . i rolled up my jacket sleeve to scratch it . then when i looked at it , I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT .
and told my friend i was talking to " OMG I HAVE A BIG ASS MOSQUITO BITE ! "

and he thought it wasn't that big . BUT NO ,
ITS RETARDEDLY HUMONGOUS !

dont even think its caused by a mosquito .
i told my friend , i was going to panick and run down to my father's studyroom to show him .
He's a mosquito repellent expert !

and so , the first thing he said was aiyoo...
not a " OMG ! , / WTH ?! / SHIT ! "

but aiyoo ..
and we went to kitchen . he told me to put some medication on it .
Elna was at the kitchen . She had a brilliant idea.
to use her thumb and press against the mosquito bite .
and after 1 minute ,

i was like ... " how does this help ? ahhhgh.. my blood . .."
then she let go of my bite .

She said , this is my theory , if i have a mosquito bite , i'll press onto it, then after a while , let go , the blood will rush and then it will clear the toxins from the mosquito bite . it will pump throughout your body and somehow , clear away the toxins .

and im like OHHH , yeah thats smart!
and then after 3 kinds of medications rubbed on my bite , my father passed me the inflammation medication , once i rubbed it on , i had this UBER weird feeling .

anyway I'LL BLOG AGAIN SOON , ITS LATE ): and
tomorow's founder's day !

2009-05-09T21:42:00.001-07:00

Do you think coming to my blog , naming yourself as unknown , and then saying my blog sucks .
Will make you LESS annoying ?

listen , if you didn't do this , we would talk this out ,
but since you did , I am pretty angry with you .

Especially if you named yourself as UNKNOWN.

and then you said the point of coming to my blog is just to tell me not to call you ------" THAT WORD WHICH YOU DONT LIKE "

hmmm , why can't you at least tell me in your own name ?!
and tell me " Hey dont call me ----- " instead of ,

being all unknown and say
zzz la .. your blog sucks .

ahh , a mosuito bit my lips.
one on top one on the bottom .
retarded.
Now my lips are puffy on one side .

AND IT WONT GO AWAY . this bite was from yesterday .
i cant leave my house like this !

ANYWAY , the computer man took away my laptop for repair of my photoshop.
So now i cant use my laptop to blog , or go online .

WHAT DO I DO AT HOME ?!

2009-05-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

"Unknowns" who insult other people's blogs are humjiiiiiiiiiiis.(:

Blogs getting shorter and shorter? MOTHERSDAY

2009-05-07T03:57:00.000-07:00

blogs getting shorter and shorter?
yes they are. whatever.

Anyway , before i knew it , MOTHER'S DAY IS COMING .
today i was at my tution centre. when i asked my tuitor , what are you going to do with your mother on mother's day ?

guess what she said ?
No , no fancy dinner at some expensive resturant .
No , not a spa day .

but NOTHING.

they aren't celebrating it .
how dumb!

she said its as if like a playplay who cares about it day .

EVERYONE SHOULD CELEBRATE MOTHER'S DAY !
they made this day for a reason.
And that reason is to show appreciation to your mothers !

THINK OF ALL THAT SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU.

when you were younger, she buys you toys , breast feeds you , shower you with love ,
and carry you around her stomach for 9 months.( thats gotta suck )

And she gives birth to YOU .
throughout all the pain , the hard labour in the hospital and everything .
You're just gonna treat it as if your mother is nothing ?

HELLO , at least she didn't abort you.

Just a woman thats responsbilities are just to cook for you , check on your schoolwork and clean your house ?

please , i dont even need to say anymore.

Yeah , mothers obviously would piss you off once in a while.
but that doesn't mean THEIR A BITCH.

my mum also made me cry like (*^*%^*% before .
which mum hasn't ?!

dammit . everyone has hurt someone before, everyone has been hurt before.
AND SO , MAKE IT UP TO HER BY CELEBRATING MOTHER'S DAY WITH HER!

im making a video for my mum.:D
the video wont be done so professional looking though. Because i'll be using those cybershot cameras to film . and i'll be using my stubborn brothers as actors. Oh joy.
but ,
i'll try my best !

If there were no mothers in this world, there...
humanity would just be extinct in 70 years.

And that sucks.

if no money to treat her to dinner then just BUY HER FLOWERS!
every woman loves flowers! ( ps : must be pretty flowers. )
don't forget to put a note saying i LOVE YOU!

better then nothing eh.

If you're richer then that , then why not treat her to something better?
Make her feel happy.
She likes kareoke?
BRING HER TO KAREOKE !!

make her feel young again.

She likes Dancing at zouk even though shes 60 ?
BRING HER TO ZOUK!!

Shes 60 and she thinks mahjong is the ultimate happiest , most FUN thing ever,
PLAY IT WITH HER !

EH WHAT , is it "UNCOOL " to spend time with your mother ?
noooo ,

YOU'RE THE UNCOOL ONE. IT WOULDN'T HURT TO BUY FLOWERS RIGHT ?!
FRICKIN!

i will KILL you if you're my friend and i found out you didn't do anything for mother's day.
im making this post earlier because i want to send a message out thereeeeee!

psps: more effort you put it , the more touching. It doesn't even need to look pretty.

ben catching snakes ? SCIENCE CENTER

2009-05-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

i just had the most torturous constipation in my life!
okay fine might not be in my life but ITS SHITTING UNCOMFORTABLE THATS FOR SURE .
sometimes when it gets really stressful ( coughcough ) i keep thinking this is a punishment from God or something .
now i feel REAAAAAAAAAAALLy awful . my ass is screaming with tiredness lol. got slight blood somemore leh.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

NOW DONT IMAGINE YOU PERVS.

get distracted by something else hurry ! uh ,
GO WATCH PORN !

i went around my house screaming ," ahhh .. my boweeeeeels . "

anyway , im still feeling really weird . like my whole body very tired or something ..
and i feel feverish .

YEEES !
i dont really like going school.
I dont like some of the people there also .

i mean i love wednesdays , ( which is tomorow ) but i dont know .
hard to explain.
don't know why i hate it so badly also.

anyway , today ben yoong was really stubborn .
for the first time in my life ,( not counting the zoo )
i came across a snake!
FINALLY ! i was with my friends , after school . walking from SJII ALLLLLL the way to toapayoh just to get the BEST bubbletea ever.

the first place that made me fall in love with pearls .

the brand is called KOI.

when i suddenly heard , " SNAKE ! " didn't know by who but yeah whatever , doesn't matter.
and then i said yeahyeah . cause i thought he was joking .

then suddenly i saw my friend , ben yoong , running towards a tree , attempting to grab onto a green snake as long as 1 meter.

once i saw him trying to run towards it , i was thinking " WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING , WHY CAN'T HE LEAVE IT ALONE ? "

and he ran around the tree 2 times before finally catching the snake.
he caught it by its tail , and whenever the snake attempts to bite his hand , ben just shakes the snake .

and all the time , me and nicolette were screaming our heads off .
throughout the whole time when he was running around that tree , i was like ,
BEN STOP TOUCHING IT , LEAVE IT ALONE ! LEAVE IT ALONE BEN , DONT TOUCH IT!
BEN !!

but nuuuuu...

nice pattern eh ?
ANYWAY , he wasn't listening to me at all lor ! and how he caught it in his hands was retarded,

he placed his foot on top of the snake's head. then i thought he was going to kill it , which pissed me off . and i screamed at him again . " BEN STOP IT ! DONT KILL IT LAH ! " i kept repeating that but he didn't even respond to my CRIES ! CRIES FOR FRICKIN MERCY!

then he just picked it up with his hands . pinching the neck of the snake .

He insists it's not killing him.

but whatever.
HEY I DID FRENCH MANICURE ! first time doing manicures. so i felt really girly.

anyway , enjoy this .
a simple day to science centre with jasmine.

i vow to myself to eat more veggies .

Look what michael hoffman brought in ,

2009-05-02T05:17:00.000-07:00

Michael:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzc6SWkSu6I&feature=related
heee dont touche him ....

this is what he said to me .
and i was thinking , what the hell could that video be .
My first expectation was a hot german model.

and i was right .

How random is he ?! LOL.

what assholes!

2009-04-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

wahhhhhhhhh i feel so hurt .
my brother just came into the room with his stupid friend darryl . ( a guy i hated since young )

and qianjing asked me if we could invite colin to come to my youngest brother's birthday party today .
and im like WTF!?

do you want to me cry or something ?!

i know qianjing's not close with colin so someone must've asked him to come one .

Come to think of it ,
earlier this morning elna also asked me to invite colin over .
and im like , " we broke up already you know ? "

then she said , but colin's close to longjing .

well im not so sure about that .
they don't even seem look good friends. just competible when it comes to air guns .

but what if elna on her own thought wanted colin to come .
i feel like crying lah .

anyway , when qian asked me if i could invite colin to come to my brother's party, i said " who asked you to ask me?" then i looked at darryl then i said you ah ?
then he said no lah not me ! i never invite one . and then qianjing said its not him . then i said , okay , then who ? then he said im not telling .

Then i said , I ASK (his ex's name ) TO COME YOU LIKE ?
he didn't say yes , neither did he say no . he said something else but i didn't bother to remember what useless sentence it was .

then he walked out of my room with darryl and was like smiling i dont know why the heck for .

im sure its not a prank though .

asshole lorrrrrrrrrrr. ):

i immediately got angry when he asked me to invite colin .

Not because its anything involving colin , its just that ,
they sound as if they dont even remember i have any feelings ,

he should know im very uncomfortable with this already .
why does elna want colin to come ?

she also didn't ask if i was gonna invite any of my friends .
just ask me to invite colin .

but i also didn't manage to invite anyone over to my youngest brother's party. jasmine is busy . ben tam is overseas.
as if they have NO IDEA how it feels like to be near your ex .
im afraid you know ? what if something happens .

i have no idea how colin thinks of me now , maybe he's super angry with me ,maybe not .

but i also wouldn't know .

HELLO PEOPLE long post!

2009-04-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

FIRST OF ALL ,

WHO KNEW MY OLD NEIGHBOUR WHOM I MET LIKE , 7 YEARS AGO AT MY OLD CONDO SUDDENLY ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK ?!
and hes in the same school as my friend !

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHLAO !

and i was going all ..
" KIERON ?!!! OMG HOW ARE YOU ? YOU LOOK SO DIFFERENT ! are you my ex neighbour?"

and he said " yes i was , and you spelt neighbour wrongly . "

i mean HELLO!
CELEBRATE WITH ME !
we haven't seen each other in 7 frickin years !

and he talks about my wrong spelling ?!

psssh !

anyway ,

on friday , i had a sleepover at nicolette's house .

Wow , my first sleepover at a friend's house in like .........................................................

YEARS !

the reason for the sleepover is because , at the next morning ,

THERE IS A WEDDING!

woo ! first time im invited for a wedding thats not from my family.

nicolette's brother's wedding .

♥CONGRATULATIONS , MAX JACKSON YAP AND YINGYING

♥

anyway , lets start off from the first thing that happened on friday .
WE SAW A YELLOW LADYBUG !

it has such a cool design lah.

and we went to the singapore musuem! for geography lesson , AINT THAT EXCITING !

to learn more about singapore.

God , just so you know , i just cut my hair , and man . i kinda dont like my hair . Its like all puffy . AGAIN . due to thick hair and alot of layering .

just when the puffyness is going away , i went to the same barber whom started all the puffy nonsense . ( dont think im such an idiot , i went there because he's the only hairdresser which i can talk to casually without any weird awkwardness ) and i told him , when you cut , dont cut puffy ah . then he said wont la wont la.

But now , my left side of my head is like , so round . and so thick ! he said he cut like that to shape my hair . so screw it . ): he also made my hair slightly shorter.

SO NOW I LOOK LIKE A MAN !

In the bus. yes . majority of my class is filled with immature boys.

when we reached there , there was a model of the transport system in singapore !

AND IT WAS SO COOL . you just press a button and all these cable cars , cars , and some naked dude flying will move around .

there were many coolio things at the musuem! there was this game show , on the screen. hosted by GURMIT SNG ! OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT !

and we each have these 3 options . a , b and c . when they ask a question , you'resupposed to press the button of the alphabet which you think is the correct answer

gurmit was so entertaining lol . for one of the questions , he was like ," alright everybody , all of you got the correct answer , EXCEPT FOR YOU ! " and points at some random point at the front . lol

aiyea we all know the gameshow is fake la .but it's so cool !

USE YOUR BLAIN . autographed boots from PCK!
MINIATURE SINGAPORE MODEL.
WOO ! i can't believe they can be so detailed until like that . i was too lazy to search for where my house was.
Keith ( the chubby one on the far right . ) has such a gorgeous woman smile .

I mean really! if a girl had that smile she'd be gorgeous lol.

Just so you know , Yes , he always does that .

ORCHARD ROAD ! guess which part of orchard this is ?

.....................
actually i have no idea either.

group photo ! woooo .

and walao . that day was so darnit TIRING !

after that outing , we had PE .
we were supposed to have a beep test. which is like running up and down across the hall . and they will play a recording . .

there will be like 20 levels i think . the higher the level goes , the faster the timeline will be . As in , with every level , the amount of time will get lesser and lesser . and you'll have to run to the end of the hall before the beep sounds .

i suck at explaining so SHUT.

so anyway , after PE , in the frickin hot sun , i had to go with nicolette and brandon and keith to orchard , also to meet jasmine bestie IN THE FRICKIN HOT SUN, after that , walking around orchard with jasmine .. IN THE FRICKIN HOT SUN .

then after that , got hardcore dancing at oschool ......in the frick-- okay la , by then it wasn't hot anymore . but IT WAS TIRING .

after i went home , nicolette picked me up from my house at like 11plus. go to her house. I DIDN'T EVEN EAT DINNER !

in fact , i BARELY EAT DINNER !

BUT HECK , i love her house ! and this is her brother's wedding car !

woo , chio!

AND NICOLETTE TAUGHT ME HOW TO DO THE ARAB TURBAN THING !
like finally ! i've always wondered how to do it . but yet , i also dont know whats the point of it .

I learnt it from nicolette , nicolette learnt it from playhouse disney!

her house is seriously the BOMB . it has some calm atmosphere . 2 cute dogs running around the house and a realllll loving family .

i really want that ): they dont quarell , they eat together at dinner , and yeah . when they do their own things its usually at the living room . when they're all together. anyway , i introduced nicolette to my facial cream. and now , she introduced me to some .. rice . cream thing ! thats supposed to help your complexion !

i only posted this pic because she looks scary here.

Anyways , her bed is UBER comfortable . i would snuggle , and toss around to make myself comfortable in bed whenever i sleep though . But at nicolette's house i couldn't . For some odd reason SHE LIKE, DOESN'T MOVE IN BED AT ALL ! she just said goodnight . and moved a bit . and then she stopped moving like once and for all . i didn't want to move because it might sound noisy .

Sheeshes. anyway , as i was saying , sleep was horrible . First problem was , she left her stereo on , playing her electro songs .

it was nice la of course but damn noisy . it was kinda too loud . i didn't want to go up and off the music because i would be like invading nicolette's .. way of life i guess .

and FINALLY , the music came to an end . and i finally felt releived and drifted away to sleep .

THEN!

in the middle of the night , i heard like , pingpong balls bouncing . that kind of sound . coming from my right . And it went on non stop ! SO IRATATED. after 10 minutes of continous pingpong-ing , it finally stopped ! i seriously couldn't sleep at all! i didn't open my eyes though . i was like , half in sleep , half awake .

SO , SLEEP WAS PRETTY HORRIBLE.but actually not bad .

NEXT MORNING : WEDDING .

and nicolette woke up at like 10+ i think ? and we're supposed to leave at 11+.

while i was still asleep . And did you know you usually have dreams in the morning ? I DONT KNOW WHY .

then i had a dream nicolette said i snored at night . and she couldn't sleep .

then i woke up . then i told nicolette about my dream . She said she didn't tell me that . BUT i DID snore ! like frickin ! i dont even know that ! blame my tonsils . they're so big , they block my windpipe . SO I SNORE.

so anyhoo ,

she got dressed into this beautiful blue dress ! she was the bridesgirl or brideswoman whatever their called i dont really pay attention to what they call it .

i look so unglam compared to her lol. the dress was her older sister's . somehow i fit into them . BUT BUST SIZE WAS TOO LOOSE .

anyway , did nicolette's makeup and hair .

NICE EH !

im so proud of my work ! WOOOOOOOOO !

oh , and she also has 2 dogs , and 2 hamsters, which of course is feather and wing .

I LOVE THAT DOG SHOWN BELOW , duffy !

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so *((*&^*&^*&ing cute ! ,

and when you lift her up in the air and say stuff like " WHOOSA CUTE LITTLE PUPPPPPPPPPPPPPY !? " she will stay still and not struggle . she will just like , gaze into your eyes calmly . not like other damn animals . will look away from your face and look for something more facinating .but SHE IS DAMN ADORABLE.

whatever you call it .

i dont know alot of things okay i admit .

anyway , when we reached the church , i was totally clueless. i knew no one but nicolette , nicolette's mom , and nicolette's sister. but soon they all seperated doing their own things.

Oh this suddenly popped up into my mind . I NEVER said congratulations to the bride OR groom! SUCKY ME . i guess i was too ashamed . lol i dont know lah . I FEEL SO BAAD NOW !

i just stood beside them , and i looked at the bride , a glance only . She was so pretty ! , and i was in a room full of bridesmaids with blue dresses and a bride putting on her heels . Obviously i feel very ugly right.

I got ugly short fringe with puffy hair for goodness sakes!

and and , heels that cause me to trip every 30 minutes !

then out of the blue , i saw BRANDON TEO ! my classmate !

and HE was surprised to see me in a dress.
And i was surprised to see him in a robe .

HE WAS AN ALTERBOY !

NICOLETTE IF YOU READ THIS PLEASE HELP ME TELL THEM CONGRATS !

anyway , i was quite bored in the ceremony lol . i was feeling lost . sitting with random people i dont know , and singing songs i dont heckin know. i only know , the what song ,

that has the lyrics: "Give us our daily bread , forgive us and our sins . "

and i sang sang sang , and then i noticed i missed several words thats different from the rest of the crowd's singing . SO STRANGE .

did someone change the lyrics or something . its like different . i learnt it in sec 1 and the rest of my primary school life okay !

Oh , also , when the bride and groom finally arrived , they played some choir music , canon in D . IT WAS SO NICE . then i looked at the choir group , i dont see ANY of them singing . probably a recorded song . Then i saw nicolette and her sister and 2 other girls wearing the same blue dresses walking down the isle , then i thought , " Hey , i've seen this on tv before . behind the bridemaids , there will be the father of the bride , arms locked to the bride walking in .

WAHHH , so damn beautiful . not as in by what i see , its the feeling . it makes me feel as if , There are such nice things in this world . I almost thought it was impossible. Life is so cruel . but it is so beautiful when it comes to things , Such as weddings .

A man promises his love to his girlfriend , and they marry , and then they go home and ....... Babies . uh , then they raise the baby and blabla . Life is obviously not that simple . But yeah . ITS BEAUTIFUL . anyway , i think i almost cried when i saw the bride and groom saying the yes i do part.

Actually , i shared the song booklet with some random lady beside me . she was christian , not catholic . so she somehow , didn't know how to sing alot of the songs too .

when the ceremony was finally over, i went to scan around and look for nicolette. Because yes i am slightly lost . or her mom . well actually looking for her mom wasn't hard . she sat in the frickin front row hello ?

Then she told me , charlene you stay with me ah , dont worry . then as we were attempting to walk out of the aisle ,

billions of guests were like slowly attacking her ( not literally ) they all go up to her and shake her hand and say stuff like ,

" congratulations ah ! , your boy is lucky , wow nice eyeshadow , nice ceremony ! " and alot more . noticing it would take a long time , a REALLY long time , i told her i would go and find nicolette , so i did . i attempted to go out of the church myself and find her . She was with this girl whom i dontknow .

HER NAME IS GAIL !

and she looks malay , except shes NoOoOT . shes phillipino !

anyway ,

both of them were in choir . and they're both good . and they're pretty. Im stuck with pretty talented girls for the rest of that day . man i feel untalented lol.

There was a shuttle bus that sends the guests to , uh , marroit hotel . or something like that . because free HIGH TEA will be served there ! the food was real good.

pastry pastry AND MORE PASTRYYYYY!

while walking to the taxi stand , we walked past foreign workers , nicolette was screaming at them . stupid bangalah !! damn loudly . they were staring damn rudely . Like as if they dont even care about how you feel towards it . and when you stare at them back , they just continue . they dont feel ashamed . ITS SO ANNOYING . and i dont know about nicolette but i felt so insecure .

she IS hot what ! its dangerous to walk alone when we're wearing that . ahaha.
after stuffing ourselves as much as we can at the buffet , we went back home , me and nicolette wentback first by taxi . then , within like 30 minutes , we left . again . to some hotel this time. i didn't bother to memorise what the name is . anyway , we went upstairs to our hotel room ! and they had this AMAZING VIEW .

I loved taking pictures of nicolette that day , as if she was a model . WELL SHE SHOULD BE ANYWAY . a super hot model !

damn contacts were so dry !and yeah my complexion sucks .

we camwhored ALOT when we were at the hotel .
when i say alot , i mean ALOT . ahahha , and nicolette took a picture of herself from the mirror , while i was drying my underpants .
Dont ask . Well okay i'll explain anyway .

I saw nicolette's pool . and man was it tempting . I also saw a floaty . THEN i saw a paddle . i had a magnificent idea . to sit on the floaty and row it around the pool with the paddle . i attempted to sit in it . slowly , of course . if not i would fall .
Then i managed to get into the floaty . but rowing the boat was hard . i could barely move . and i suddenly felt my legs getting wet . and i realised i was sinking . MY BOAT WAS SINKING !

then i attempted to get out . but that made my boat SINK EVEN MORE !
so when i finally managed to get out , i noticed nicolette was actually observing my stupid incident. pfft .

it was so cold , and so dumb . I went upstairs to use nicolette's hair dryer to dry my dress and my underpannnnts . half of my body got wet. i had noo idea it was not exactly filled with alot of air .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . and the worst part is that we were late and we had to go immediately, so of course , i had to SIT in the car .

but lets not talk about that part because this is a blog , a clean , non disgusting blog .

So back to the story , at the hotel , there is DINNER . again . at the function room .

eat so much . walao . but the dinner place was so darn classy !

AND HUMONGOUS ! and i ran allllllllllll the way to the front to take picture of this.

gigantic wedding cake . it was so sad that i missed it . i had my own family dinner . AND TINGTING CAME OVER TO SINGAPORE SO I REALLY WANTED TO SEE HER ! ( tingting is my cousin by the way )

you guys might remember her by the freaky girl that wears black lipstick in one of my blogs.

yeah ,

FAMILY DINNER .

MY FAVOURITE SUSHI !
ikura sushi .
aka , nemo eggs.
actually , all fish eggs look like nemo eggs
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And my beef udon !

and went shopping . WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!

God i look fat .
screw you fats.

bye. i never knew blogging could take up to 4 hours .

Am i too late for this ?

2009-04-26T09:52:00.000-07:00

Am i too late to put this up ?
i kinda love this songggggggggggggg .
even though i've said to myself kejillions of times that i really hate techno.

HAHAHA !
the video ruins it though . Its like some twitchy guy .
and he looked as if he was headbanging the camera .

i wanted to comment that on the video but i was afraid people would scold me .
or something .

and the lyrics is like ,
Push me , something something till i can get my satisfaction .
by digital-ish people.

from both guy and girl.

And it sounded as if robots were getting horny or something
ANYWAYS , SO SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING !

real busy during the weekends . i'll blog soon yeh .
TALLYHO!

Baking again ? / Be Fat Day For me .

2009-04-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

It all starts , with 2 best friends , and a promise.

Why is my title Be Fat Day For me?
I SHALL EXPLAIN LATER.
anyways ,

well my plans for this saturday was to actually

meet my ex nanny! immae !she worked for my family like when i was in p3 all the way to p5 / p6!

I WAS SO EXCITED ! i even thought i might cry if i see her .

SHE MADE THE BIGGEST CHANGE IN MY LIFE ! she helped me in so many ways ,

politeness , showing affection , and tons more .

Sadly , i didn't confirm with her earlier .

SO IT HAD TO BE CANCELLED !

but NEXT SATURDAY I WILL BE MEETING HER !

life has been weird . It drops from normal range , to depressing , from depressing to Happy.

Happy to normal and bla .

SO ANYWAYS !

instead of meeting immae ,

SO , BACK TO TOPIC ,

today was a BEAUTIFUL DAY !

the most beautiful day i've seen in like MONTHS !
Flowers are colourfullllllllllllll ,
Sky was Blueeeeeeeeee

and charlene was happyyyyyyy!

blinding herself staring at the sun. *

perfect day to....................................

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STAY AT HOME ALL DAY AND DO HARDCORE BAKING !

i called jasmine over and to BAKE !

YES ! BAKE , again . Don't really like baking BUT YAY !

at least got something to do !

And this is what we planned to bake :

Rasberry Brûlée!

ITALIAN WORDS ! never tried brucelee before but sounds delicious .

After all , italian food is GoOoOoood.

LOOKS GOOD DOESN'T IT ?

when i heard of brulee i thought of HSM , because there was one part that that zik or whatever his name is. He bakes crem brulee or however u spell it !

UH , PSSHHT noo , not that i WATCH hsm or anything !
BUT !
BUT BUTBUTBUT!

we also saw this !

OOOOH ! doesn't THAT look yummmmmmmmmmy .

SO , we thought why not give it a go !
so we went to paragon to shop for ingredients .

AND !

Ingredients we need :

Vanilla extract,

Raspberries.

THATS IT ! the rest we already have at home,

well actually no , for the buttermilk muffins , it was retarded , we didn't know what the heck was buttermilk , we just thought we would put butter and milk together !
i asked my dad for like $20 so that we had enough money. JUST IN CASE.

BUT GOD ! the supermarket at paragon was crazily expensive !

the raspberries we bought were like ,

frickin $10:80 !!!

AHHHH !

and the strawberries we needed for the berries for the muffins were 8 SOMETHING!

8 SOMETHING FOR GOODNESS SAKES!

is that normal or is it just me , because i dont reall go grocery shoppping.

so as soon as we saw Jell-O oreo pudding , and realised we didn't have enough money ,

we CHANGED OUR MINDS !

forget buttermilk muffins ! nothing can be compared to oreo pudding !

woo ! wanted to buy smoked salmon too , BUT IT WAS $15 SOMETHING

when we reached back ,
we printed the instructions and everything.
But this is Disaster number 1 .
The printer seperated our recipe into like 6 friggin peices of paper .

And so , we had to carry these 6 peices of paper and attempt to read them.

RASPBERRIES .

jasmine took one and when it was going into her mouth ,
i was like DUT-- DUT DUT , DONTTT ! EVERYYYYYY FRICKIN RASPBERRY IS LIKE ... $1 .
SO YOU'D BETTER ENJOY THAT !

glam .to unglam.

Well , then we started,

Then while taking out the ingredients , we realised we missed out Corn starch .

WALAO ! i asked my maid for corn starch , then she passed me corn flour . Then in the end , we used to closest thing to corn starch .

thats right , CORN FLOUR! obviously it wouldnt work , and the end up product would probably end up shitty .BUT FLAVOUR MATTERS MOST !

And this is the FINISHED mixture , as in , (we already put all the ingredients in . )before we could put it into the oven.

And stir . LOOK HOW LITTLE MIXTURE THERE IS !

how pathetic is that ?!

THEN!

The next step was to place the mixture into the oven .
And then we're like . Wth ? SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT .

so we read the instructions again.

WE'RE SUPPOSED TO STIR IN VANILLA , WHILE STIRRING THE MIXTURE IN THE SAUCE PAN !

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then me and jasmine looked at each other and screameeeeeeeeeeed !
SO ANNOYED AHHH! then we had to pour away the mixture .

what a waste.
but now......

NOW THE REAL BAKING BEGINS!

i was trying to imatate that dude from ratatouille !

you dont know how hella long it took me to get this photo by the way.

i had a weird design as my apron . the apron was just to make us feel more chef like btw.

we finally , got the right thing to cook on ,

a ... saucepan ? and once i saw it , i thought , " hey these are the things that mothers chase their sons in laws with . "

" Get away from my daughter you &(*^*& !! "

I have no idea why we did this , But , we mixed the ingredients IN the saucepan this time.

LOOK AT ALL THAT.

That , is all sugar.

What nonsense .

And the instructions said , to mix the mixture on the saucepan at medium heat, and add in raspberries .
and then me and jasmine were like ...
wtf.
and we did so .
But man ,

Does it look like a disaster. i started laughing at how pathetic we were .

While jasmine was reading the instructions again , i continued stirring the saucepan . Then i said " ... No , we're not failures.. its ...ITS THE INSTRUCTIONS FAULTTTT ! " * fake cries dramaticly *

I THINK IT WAS ! like their not specific at all , they only have 3 steps , step 1 , add ingredients to saucepan and add vanilla , and stir . step 2 , mix , and add vanilla , step 3 put in oven .

they didnt even tell us what to do with the damn raspberries !

tried to make it look pretty .

that brown thing is brown sugar. Wow , its like , tons of sugar , milk with crushed raspberries with brown sugar on top , ENJOY !

and so , we put the 4 pathetic things into the oven , to BROIL . we had no idea what that meant at first , so jasmine ran alllll the way upstairs to check the online dictionary on what broil means . It means to expose something to great heat.
Great.

Im so getting fat today .

so while waiting for the brulee to " broil " we ate our wonderful jell-os !

i seriously dont understand how jasmine can eat so much sweet things and not get sick of it ! i ate half and then got sick of it .

lets see if she'll like our cooking then .

Outcome : Disaster.

It just ended up warm . no difference . but seriously , it was like so darn sweet then somehow sour and salty. and slightly bubbly when it was in the oven . it was supposed to be in there for 2 minutes . But yeah . It sucked anyway .

I forced my maid to eat one lol.

God im exhausted.

Wing and Feather.

2009-04-15T02:43:00.000-07:00

FIRST THING I WANNA SAY ,

WHEN I TRY TO OPEN UP MY PHOTOSHOP , THEY SAY , ATTEMPT TO ACESS INVALID ADDRESS. then the next pop up says , Either the application is waiting for a response for you or in the process of loading.

anyone know whats wrong ??

I'LL HUG YOU TO DEATH.

BY THE WAY PEEPOHS ,

Meet my class's new pets.

Wing and feather . I know thats a retarded name to name a frickin hamster.

why didn't you call it something like fluffikins , pompom or any other retarded name which is hamster related?

Because , my class's name is called 8wng .

WNG !

i thought of wing . how stupid . that was the closest i could get to .

SO WING ! okay . me and nicolette and truth were like roaming around vivo , then we decided to go to see CUTE LITTLE ADORABLE PUPPIES at pet lovers'.

SO YES WE DID .

not only that , me and nicolette looked at hamsters . AND ALL OF THEM WERE SO SILLY!

there were at least 4 trying to get on the wheel , and run on them .

so 3 fell off harshly ,

and at thought , i felt like , we should RESCUE THEM !

when i meant rescue them i meant that as in LETS BUY THEM ALL AND KEEP THEM !

but heck no , our houses would be like , a rodent infested farm filled with furry balls running around.

anyway ,

we saw a sign that says , " I may be cute , But don't buy me on impulse ! "

then i was like PFFTT ! we wouldn't , we're nice . we can control ourselves. and so we continued watching them.

Then we saw the price of the hamsters. $10 each!

SO CHEAP ! then me and nicolette decided to buy it HAHAH . for a class pet !

that wasn't on impulse was it ?

anyway ,

HERE THEY ARE !

nicolette bought another hamster to accompany wing ! she called it feather .

feather's the lighter one .

i sometimes really dislike wing . ALWAYS NIPS ME !
when im carrying her , sometimes she appears as if she's humping my hand . then suddenly you'll say , ow .. ow . OW !

WAAAAAAAAALAO . i just searched on the internet . they say sometimes the hamster might mistaken your hand for food . but what ze hell.

i hold things like books and his cage around the school . i dont eat with my hands !

anyway , since our school's program is when you have different peroids , you go to different classrooms with different people. its like the overseas kind .

BUT YAH ,
look at their cage !

so coolio , the funny thing is , feather CLIMBS UP THE SIDE OF THE CAGES to get to the 2nd storey instead of using the oh-so-fun slide thing .

theres even a batman butler there.
except he's quite useless .

here he is , thanks to saktish for bringing his useless toy to school.

sometimes my hamsters nibble on his face. but duh ! who cant resist this hunky thing !
this mini mansion includes...............

a food dish ,

and a slide !

AND A RUNNING WHEEL OF COURSE ! and it only costs like $30+
the pet store owner was so nice ! gave us a 10% discount for no paticular reason !

WOO ! anyway yeah ,
i have to seperate wing and feather when they get too close together , because wing would ATTACK feather for no reason ! it'll like show its sharp teeth and make some annoying squeaky sound . trust me , all that cuteness will evaporate away just like that once you see those teeth.

its so awful . they like viciously attack each other . actually i think wing is the one that starts the fights . WHY IS SHE SO UNFRIENDLY ?!

why are all cute things so vicious on the inside ?! like kengmunn ! look at his face , he looks like a small innocent boy BUT HE'S NOT .

he runs around scaring people , giving them a jolt .

we had soooo much fun times with wing anyway ,
we put him in a humongous , wide grass patch in our school, and i told nicolette to put him on a random part of grass patch . and me and nicholas would spin around in circles with our eyes closed and look for it .

HAHA SO FUN .

we might've stepped on it though .

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I WILL TRY TO BLOG OKAY I WILL I WILL STOP COMPLAINING THAT I DONT UPDATE.

THAT INCLUDES YOU BEN TAM!

I dont know what to blog about people.

2009-04-14T03:38:00.000-07:00

seriously ,
i dont know what to blog about anymore ?
should i quit blogging ?

i mean i like blogging but nothing fun really happens .
please request something then i can blog about !

PUHLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE !

GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS TODAY!?!?

2009-04-09T00:08:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS TODAY ?!!?!?!?!?
.......IT IS
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HAPPYTAGCHARLENE'SBLOG DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

An annual tagging charlene day to celebrate .....
i dont know la JUST TAG MEEEE :D

I LOVE THIS SONG & my life is boring

2009-04-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

I love this song to the core ! ahaha

It's not that i have any odd interests with blue foxes in bikinis or anything.
It's called a young girl talking about herself.

AND THESE ARE THE LYRICS. ITS SO FUNNY. AND SO PREDICTED.

Lyrics:
She's a young girl talking about herself
(You can't stop her)
She's a young girl talking about herself
(She keeps on talking)

She's gonna break your heart
And tell the world about it
She's gonna break your heart...

I was like, she was all
He was all, they were like
We were all like
OMG like totally

We were like, I was all
They were all, He was like
She was like all
Totally like OMG

haha , OMG , LIKE TOTALLY ! she was like , blablabla , and i was like blablabla.
and WTH ! that blue fox thing has like a better figure then anyone i know !

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT ! SO SEXY ! AHAHA .

in youtube , i saw alot of dirty comments , probably from nerds whom are game addicts , saying " Wooh , she's probably the hottest charactar nintendo ever invented. "

" i wish she was in brawl, she is soooo sexy! "

"Ok I liked Krystal at first but I broke outta that shell cos now i have a girlfriend. "

GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSES AND LOOK AT REAL FOXES!
don't fall for computer generated hybrids !

If all foxes looked like THAT ....
The amount of foxes would be over populated.

y'know what i mean ?

THE WORLD WOULD BE TOTALLY SCREWED. WOMEN WILL BE OF NO USE BECAUSE NOW FOXES ARE SEXIER THEN US WOMEN ?!

GAH , WHAT AM I THINKING .

yes , this is the actual length of the song , it was made by some guy .
and yes , i am talking like this because i am bored.

This is my scheduele for today .

12-1pm: Get out of bed.

1pm-3:30pm: Eat brunch and watch The biggest loser show .

3:30pm-1am: play the computer and rot to death .

1am-1:30:Get ready for bed.

1:30-whoknowswhattime: Sleep.

WALAO EH , LIKE NO LIFE .
seriously boring like shit . i think this is one of my most wasted days in my life .

I DONT WANNA WASTE MY DAYS BEING 15555555555555555555 !

soon i wont be a teenager no more . i'll be a sad business woman doing HARD LABOUR WITH 5 CHILDREN AND A LAZY HUSBAND DRINKING BEER ORDERING ME AROUND!

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i dont want that to happen !

BUT SERIOUSLY . what can i possibly do . im still in my pyjamieees !

i love my petsociety

2009-04-04T11:03:00.000-07:00

The only reason i go to petsociety on facebook, is to enjoy laughing at how dumb my pet looks like.

and for the first time ever , i went shopping.

No , not for clothes .

NEVER FOR CLOTHES.

i never shall dress my dear acornhead.

ANYWAY ,
I found a cheesewallpaper! AND THEN I FOUND A CHEESE HAT !

WHICH COSTS ONLY $1030 BUCKS IN TOTAL.

Man , did i waste my money ? I'm only gonna buy unglam things . The stupidest things ever possible in this whole pet society world ! NO MATTER HOW EXPENSIVE.

ACORNHEAD IS CUTE ,BUT HE IS BORN TO ENTERTAIN ME.

FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

yes , quality sucks i know . BLAME DAMN BLOGGER.
just click and enlargen . Thank you for you cooperation . Short posts in the mean time ! until i get a super fun day .

DONT COMPLAIN.

ps , i love acornhead OKAY. <3

I make him work out at races , I bathe him in his own living room, why not living room ? he's always naked anyway.
i give him cheap food , and i make him run around the whole town cuddling other pets !

Thats how i show my LoOoOoOve .

Dancing is Smexy.

2009-04-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

Dancing is Smexy.

Michael the german

2009-04-03T03:45:00.000-07:00

Meet , michael the weirdo .
he added me on facebook randomly , and i thought his picture might be a flaud .
like some guy trying to pretend to be an angmoh . But he really is an angmoh . He talked to me like this .

6:33pmMichael
nice to meet you

6:33pmCharlene
hello

and you are?

( i meant that as in who are you ? )

6:34pmMichael
im fine .......i dream from my house at the beache

6:34pmCharlene
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what ? you dream from your house at the beach ?

anyway sorry , how do you know me ?

6:35pmMichael
yes we was last jers by yours ....grandfaters - i have work whith him ... you tell my : were is this ... i have tell you - iam Michael

6:35pmCharlene
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i dont get it

6:35pmMichael
Charlene this was one Joke

6:36pmCharlene
whats this gotta do with my grandfather

oh okay.

6:37pmMichael
here iam fast back - i have converenz to singapore at moment ok

thisis not joke

6:45pmCharlene
okay.

This is one joke . Then this is not a joke. THEN SOMETHING TO DO WITH HIS HOUSE ON A BEACH AND MY GRANDFATHER ?!

who the heck is he ?!

oh , i just searched his info ,
Hes a german-ese man who was born in friggin 1971 .

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38 YEARS OLD ?!

what ze hell !

Charlene
michael u know im not really very sure what you're talking about ?

do you talk fluent english ?

6:49pmMichael
no my english is more for very clevers persons iam stay at universiti Kassel at pool room for pc

its givet many differnz to yours english

sorry ...but iam make business here to today ... sorry

( if i could correct that sentence in a more .. EASIER WAY , it'll be .
No my english is more for more clever people . I stay at universiti Kassel at pool room for pc.

AHAHAHHAHA WTH ! he's telling me random facts. im gonna tell him random facts too LOL.
AND WHAT THE HELL . he's saying im a dumb person i can't understand HIS " OH SO SMART LANGUAGE " ?!?!?!?

6:50pmCharlene
okay .

then why did you add me

Michael:

you have frinds - and one frind live at moment by bayern at germany
6:53pmCharlene

oh i see . i like germany . and mosquito repellent . do you like mosquito repellant ?
6:54pmMichael

yes she is one frind from my here

Charlene
okay , do you like mosquito repellant
6:54pmMichael

this name i dontr know - is this the girl from bayers ?
6:55pmCharlene
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Okay , nevermind . do you like britney spears
6:55pmMichael
haaaa whats for joke - al like britnes here
she have nice blond hairs...hee

6:55pmCharlene
uh Yes indeed. Nice blond hair .
And a sexy body , Yah ?

6:56pmMichael
you like classic musik ...?

6:56pmCharlene
Some , like canon in D
depends
6:57pmMichael
the song from peter fox is of germans but the text is very good

6:57pmCharlene
oh........

IS BRITNEY SEXY?!

6:57pmMichael

this video have becoms many adwards here by germany

Charlene Chin is more sexy as Brith

6:57pmCharlene
what video
OH WOW , LOL thanks.

6:58pmMichael
yes ...you realy realy ... more sexy as brith - and i can chat whith you...heeee

huuuurrrrrrrraaaaaaaaa

yeeeeeeeerrrrrrr

LOL WOO IM SEXY !

but, what ze hell!

PHEDOPHILE ALERT!

ps , I AM NOT FLIRTING WITH HIM , i am like literally laughing. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAS HE SEEN ME IN REAL LIFE , im a fat ass man . HOW CAN HE COMPARE A FAT ASS TO LEGENDARY BRITNEY SPEARS?

THIS,

COMPARED TO ,

oh man , he has baaaaaaaad taste man. HAHAH SEXY ?!?!? anyway im off to oschoool BUHBYEEE!

most touching commercial

2009-03-31T23:57:00.001-07:00

i dont know about you people ,
but this commercial is good enough to cry .

the director is shitting good.
AND THIS COMMERCIAL DOESN'T EVEN SEEM LIKE A COMMERCIAL .
it's like a movie trailer .

and it's hard to believe that it's about damn shampoo .
the only thing that relates to the shampoo ,
is her turning around 360 degrees and swishing her hair .

baking day with jasmine and tingting!

2009-03-29T12:17:00.000-07:00

tingting my coussssssssie! she came back from indonesia to visit singapore!

i was watching playhouse disney and this random guy came up .

HAHAH!

you guys are having school while my school is having holidays for 2 weeks now ! :D

WOOHOO , except yeah i admit , it IS very boring . and a little --

okay fine . VERY lonely . i miss being around people.

at least now i got tingting . she can acompany me at home .

and now its friggin 3+ and yeah , tingting wants to film a video where i have to make her laugh . cos she's cosplaying as this person.

Oh yes , " SHE " is a guy .

and she has to keep her face in that expression ,
and we start filming , and i have to try to make her laugh WHICH IS FRIGGIN EASY .
cause she laughs at little things WUHAHAHAH ,

she's the one on the far right .

SO FUNNY AHAHHAA , black lipstick. and yes to all your curious people ,

she has walked out like this billions of times , except with longer fake eyelashes at the bottom of the eye . SO SHE LOOKS CREEPIER .

there were alot of funny expressions , Examples : A couple that looked disgusted . A angmoh man and his daughter . he told her daughter we were satanic. a lady with her friend walked past us , she looked at tingting and pretended to have a heart attack , AND trauma .Malay group of friends walked past and said

HANTU!

and laughed .

-_-.
fine,

LAUGH ALL YOU WANT YOU FOOLS.

oh and it was raining really heavily that day , so , there was this bird nest outside my balcony , and then i told jasmine to bring it in ,
it was rather disgusting looking thats why i told her to bring it in instead of doing so myself . part of it

i mean i took the sissors and cut the vines attached to the bird nest attached to some other vines on my own plants . AIYEA HARD TO EXPLAIN .

but seriously raining very hard , and i was afraid the birdy things would get cold.):

so here , the bird nest we " sorta " rescued.

we looked inside the nest , and we didn't hear any chirping whatsoever ,
and the weight of the nest was light . so , THERE IS NO LITTLE BIRDS IN THERE .
currrrrrrrrrrrses.

then jasmine asked , NOW what do we do with the nest ?
i said , throw it away ?
she tossed it into the bin but i felt so insecure , it felt as if like abortion lol.
to me , it was not 100% sure that the bird things were not in there .

ABORTIOOOOOOOOON I TELL YOU!

anyway , me and jasmine and tingting went to paragon to buy ingredients , well not exactly ingredients , THE INSTANT MIXTURE ! we bought instant corn muffins , instant chocolate chip cookies , and instant BLUEBERRY MUFFINS!

too lazy to go through the trouble to get milk flour sugar all these shit .
so heck .

tingting with her cool triangle frindge . AHAH .

the batter , from this ,

to this.
jasmine ,

why is the cookies like that ?

maid : you put the cookies too close together .

so peh , its like hard lumpy cake now .

BUT the cookies turned out amazing . ate it non stop . well thats the reason why now im getting fatter. my maids ate finish my muffins .

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anyway , i had the strangest dream this morning .

i had a dream i was going to be late to board a bus to my class's school excursion or something like that , actually , we were going to some crab island . to go uhm , crab-ing .

and i started singing YMCA in the bus , ALONE . and no one was cooperating by singing along .

boring classmates. the strange thing is that i didn't see all of my classmate's faces. THEN , when we reached there , the place was a beach full of dead crabs on the sand . then we started fishing for crabs lor . no one taught us how to though . and a fishing rod appeared of no where.

Then at the end of the day , when the sunset was coming up , we all stood by some .. wall made out of gravel . which was only about half my height . and im 160 . people put their hands on the wall as if like a handrest . me too . and we all were watching the nice sunset.

then suddenly i heard someone say to some guy , go hold charlene's hand . Then the guy stood beside me and watched the sunset as well. He then looked at me . Then he said are your hands cold or something like that . then his placed his hand over my hand . Somehow i was not shocked or angry or having that common temptation of whacking his boob . i just let his hand stay there . OH BY THE WAY , his hands are so damn weird . doesn't even feel like hands la .

it felt as if 2 times bigger then my own hand , and soft but slightly dry . his fingers then like , squiggled to my fingers . AIYO HOW TO SAY . you see couples hold hand that kind of squiggly . okay .

nah .
squiggly hands.

i then smiled at him or something like that .

AND HAHA , the guy sounds like a girl trying to sound like a guy .

and he was so darn tall . and he looked ang moh . O.o and i felt slightly emberassed to hold his hand . DUH BECAUSE ALL MY CLASMATES WERE BESIDE ME .

confusinimn . how can i let a random tall transexual stranger sounding ang moh at a crab island to hold my hand ?!?!?!?!?

pet society

2009-03-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

Do you have pet society ?

LOOK AT MY ONE , looks damn dumb .

THATS WHY I LOVE IT AHAHAH !

it has like some apple core thing on his head , and it's naked .

I JUST LOVE THE WAY THE RUN . the head is like falling back like that . and when they fall down during races . SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNY

AND i run around to random people's houses cudding them , just to get more money !

2009-03-27T03:16:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO! NEW BLOGSKIN !

i mean i've always wanted to make one out of muah ,
you know those people whom photoshop and then they have a picture heading of themselves in their blog ? and then it says stuff like , hello welcome to blablabla.blogspot.com

but you know i just cant do it because i am just plain dumb .

okay fine , not dumb .
i just jackoff too much .

Jacking off is my skill HEAR ME ?! Even verbally , once i asked my brother longjing , what do you wanna talk about NOW ? then he said
.......
PAPER !

then we started talking about paper .

..

i know what you guys are thinking.
dont think wrong eh ,

dammit it was for random video okay !
don't think i actually talk about inaminent objects in real life !

then he said its very hard to make peice of paper , then i said , .. you just slice a peice of wood.

then he said yeah but it still takes very LONG to make .

then i went up to his face .
then i said . Do you know....
and shifted my eyes left to right .
and said "how long it takes....

"Ah i have an Oh ceh .
okay bye. "

then i offed the filming .

WELL ANYWAY , GETTING TO THE POINT ,
Yes , this blogskin is soo not my type with the pinkyness and .. whats with the frickin cursor ?! its all pinky and happy looking .

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO CHANGE THAT CURSOR PART SO AHH !

i gotta deal with it .

Its corrupttttttttttttttiiiinggg meeee with its pinky girlyness. nuuuuuu !

OKAY BYE BLOG SOME OTHER TIME .

CULTURAL CARNIVAL

2009-03-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO ,

sorry for not updating!

HERES AN EVENT , cultural carnival at my school!
truthully i don't think it was really that fun at all !
NO PEOPLE FROM OTHER SCHOOL CAME.

well at least not alot .

VERY FEW !
jefri clappped his hands too hard. HARDCORE.

PSSSHHHH , nah im joking , in case you guys worry it's seriously because he clapped his hands too hardcore-ly . He was filling waterbombs for our class's stall . and what a brilliant idea to put in ... red food colouring !

he was holding the bag and BOOM , bag somehow broke.

HAHAHA , bollywood dance .

HAHHAA , THEY'RE FILLING 2000 WATERBOMBS.

and they are happy about it .

10 down , 1990 more to go .

madeh

looks like old blood packets.
muhammad acting cutE! ( becauseitoldhimto.)

and thanks to everyone's great minds combined together,

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BOOBIES!

in case you are wondering why he's stressed up like a man lady ,

The reason is because , we were having a waterbomb.. stall thing at the cultural carnival.

and we want as iratating looking people possible . so heck , MAN LADY LOR !

ps : Those circles in the middle of his nehneh is NOT nipples -_- .

those are , uhm , you know during PE , if the teacher wants to mark a start , and an end spot . he uses these round thingies and puts them on the floor ? those things ?

WELL YEAH , thats his boobs . spherical and big . perfect !
and his nipples are indented !

MUHAMMMAAAD

i was in charge of the make up for them !

and yes , what a strange makeup technique .

RAJAT ENDED UP QUITE PRETTY .

jedie.

Our wonderfull poster.

oh yeah , the people whom were getting thrown at were these people lor ,

Anan raj is , the discipline master . AHAHAHAHHAHAHAA .

8CHO'S stall ! i stole a cup of punch from them without paying any money from them . :O

Poke.

I PUT FAKE EYELASHES ON YITENG ,

yiteng was being an idiot and telling me to put on the makeup and get on with it , then halfway through the makeup , he said WAAAHLAO!

and runs off 2 meters away from me , then i have to call him back like a mother calling back her son whom ran away from the barber .

HE KEPT RUNNING AWAY LAH .
so friggin annoying .

Put ? dont put . Put ? dont put .
sheesh!

Hannah painting !
Julian's stall , which wasn't going so well.
8CHO'S CUPCAKES !
Ashley!

muhammad's adjusting his neh.

:D COLIN !

Mr dholakia : " Come get it ! "
for all those times he made he write those dumb essays for breaking rules!

They're cheering people on , and sadistically watching the teachers get wet.

i gave szeyuan my camera while i performed. so..

we had to wear ALL black . with some weird yellow shimmery cloth on our heads as headbands ?!credits to uncle berney.

STOMP ! its like stomp the yard , like , spanking your thighs and stuff to create beats .

thanks to clare for the lovely flower !

ITS FRIGGIN 2:30 LAH ):
it took me 2 hours to blog this little ?!

well goodnight.
sorry didn't type much .

Im sick of being the oldest !

2009-03-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Wallaoooo , i have a very important english project to do , its about thinking about anything you can do like crafts , poety , to summerize a story in english lesson .

i have absolutely no idea what to do la ! i cant do digital art , i'd paint but i have no paint .

so i just decided to draw . WHAT ELSE CAN I DO .

so , i lost my pencil .

so , i walked to my brothers room , to ask for a mechanical pencil .

Then , qianjing , was standing up looking at longjing's computer , longjing was sitting down.

they were looking at damn resident's evil videos on youtube.

zz.

then i asked qianjing ,

can lend me mechanical pencil ?

then he made a face, then said huhhh , for what ?

then i said , to draw -.-

then he said , while looking at the screen ,
Why mechanical pencil ?

then i said because 2b is very blunt .
then he kept quiet .

then i was like quite angry already .

then he asked longjing infront of him ,
Long do you have mechanical pencil ?

then i said why ask longjing ? you don't have meh?

then he said , i have , but its not with me

then i did this face " -.- "

then i said "its in your bag ."

Then he made a grouchy face then said ..yeah .

then i glared at him . then he made a " F off face. "

i glared at him to make him feel guilty .

apparently it doesn't work . Then after glaring for about 20 seconds , i walked off and said you're so selfish .

as i walked away i heard longjing SCOFF !

he was like shitting laughing ?!

neither of them wanted to help me at all !
dont you dare tell me ,

aiyo , oldest must take care of your siblings ,
as i've said before , IM SICK OF HEARING THAT !

i got like freaking 4 younger siblings now , i'm already trying to help the 2 oldest ones ,

does that mean i should help them all the way and the can't even CARE about me ?
no way of thank you in return ?

You know i cant stand anyone having any life problems , i'd help.
to help 4 now ?

and their all my siblings .
They will all deffintely go through a point in life where they want to die .
ALL.
everyone of them.

What am i supposed to do ?
My father is horrible at showing affection , and he sucks at giving advice . he just ends up rubbing it in .

Because of that , my aunty will complain to me , if they got problem take care of them ah .
you are THE OLDEST.

stress la.

Qianjing and longjing , if longjing gets bullied , i'd be glad to volunteer to beat up that bully .

If qianjing got peer trouble i'd be glad to chase away that friend .

If my youngest of all siblings is gonna fall off a stair i'd rescue him !

to me i dont feel any sense of Thank you , i appreciate that .
in my family at all.

but heck ,
alot more then that .

qianjing and longjing can't even give me a stupid pencil .
Gave me dumb excuses and almost tried to make it like a lie to get out of the situation .

as i walked out of the room i felt so hurt , i am not that sensitive , its just that they can't even appreciate all i've done for them since young .

No respect , i'd say .

I sent qianjing an sms saying ,

You are fcking selfish .
Something as simple as a pencil you can't lend ?

..What am i gonna do for the english project now ?

SQUIRELL

2009-03-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

WE SAVED SOME SQUIRELL THING !

actually , no we didn't actually save it ,
my gardener .. CAUGHT squirell , and brought it down to show us .
wow , that was cruel.

then my father put some cage like thing over it , so it can't escape.
wth . hello ?

its a squirell , we see these kinda random things everyday .

lol , me and ben spotted a squirell at school today ,
i screamed to him " SQUIRELL ! "

then we raaaaan like 10 metres across a feild , where beside the feild was a walkway from the canteen to the benches .

so , we ran there , and the squirell raan away , we couldn't get close to it .
then we were like awh ,

then i told ben , lets walk back ..
" COOL-ly "

ANYWAY ,
IM JUST SAYING WE FREED THE SQUIRELL THING LA .

so poor thing la !
the squirell thing was shivering when we were all crowding round to look at it .
how do you let a squirell thing know that we are harmless ? can't pet him like you can to stray and dogs .

HE'D NIP AT US !

he accidentally ran away just now ( Yes its a he i checked . )
and my maid caught him and he started nipping at her finger !
she had like a tiny bite la . but it started bleeding.

anyway , me and my father set it free before he went to the car for melbourne .
It did run , but ran right under a stair , in between a pond . one wrong move and he'll end up drowning. and he was squashed in a corner. dono why he ran there . why can't he run and jump to a tree or something .

i thought squirells do that.

then it just stayed there , i filmed the freedom of it but it was pretty pointless.
My father said okok i gotta go already ( He was late for his flight . as always . )

and he left me alone in that garden with that furry thing.
dont get me wrong i dont hate squirells.

then i was just looking at it , waiting for it to run away to somewhere safe and not somewhere where he might FALL AND DROWN .

then i stepped onto the steps and hid. cause he probably thought that "he didn't feel secure until these " homosapiens " leave. "

so then i realised i was holding my father's phone .
Silly father !

BUT poor thing , what about the little squirell thing AHHHH I VERY SCARED !
what if it drowns !?!?!?

then i ran down to pass him his phone before he leaves the house to the airport.

speaking of my father ,

Walao , got drama last night .
my father came to my room at night and said that he was leaving to melbourne the next day . and i was like i know .

i was on the computer. he saw me doing hmwork at the same time , but he said , wahh , doing work ah . he told me that he barely sees me doing work . and i was quite iratated and said to him ,

THATS BECAUSE YOU BARELY SEE ME ! -.-

then he say if you were doing homework majority of the time , can see you do your work what.
then i was like YOU EXPECT ME TO DO MY HOMEWORK THAT MUCH ?

then he talked to me but i ignored him , i was already quite upset by the fact that he always doesn't give his children attention .

then he left the room .
and then i went downstairs to have a late dinner . he asked me ,
are you okay ? then i nodded my head . he was fidgeting a bit , then he took some time , but then he replied saying how was school?

That sentence actually touched me ,Because its such a typical question every parent usually asks, it might not be a big deal .
But it is very thoughtful , it seemed as if he doesn't know what to say and he's trying his best to think of something we can both talk about .

so touched i tell you. then later on ,

before i slept , i smsed him saying , daddy i cant believe you're going melbourne tomorow and you can't even tell me goodnight .
you don't even tuck me into bed anymore .
every one needs family warmth ..
You have Elna , mingjing and lijing ,
Qianjing Has Longjing

but i have no one. Thats why i always stick to the computer because thats the only way i can contact people.
I decided to tell you how i feel tonight .

Then after 5 minutes , i was not asleep yet , then i heard the door open slowly ,
i closed my eyes and stayed at the position i was in , pretending to sleep.
It was probably my father. Then i felt him pull the blankets and was more or less ,
" Tucking me into bed "

I felt so damn touched in my heart , a tear rolled out of my closed eyes .
I was hoping he wouldn't see it in the dark room though .

Then he went to my face and kissed my cheek and whispered ,
" Daddy loves you .. "

At that point , my heart ached again , and the tears kept rolling non stop .
i then turned around and made it look as if i just woke up to look at him .

I didn't want him to feel as if He wasn't heard.

alot of drama la .

Then we later on went to sleep , i realised he was leaving to melbourne in the evening , not in the morning .

peh , but i was really quite glad , yet touched , and upset at the same time .

I LOVE MY DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY

mama day

2009-03-17T03:57:00.000-07:00

can you believe i can laugh to this kind of nonsense ?

i no time to blooooooooog !
life is also so commentless !
how to blog !?

GARHHHHHHHHHHHH ,

OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT , there will be a super long blog on on ... uh ,
FRIDAY , YES NEXT TUES.

CULTURAL DAY FOR ALL SJI-INTERNATIONALS !

please do come !

COME OR PEOPLE IN AFRICA WILL DIE OF STARVATION!

STARVATION I TELL YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

it will be fun . hopefully . you can come to my classroom's stall ,
at our stall , we will have a midget , a fat boy , and last but not least , A BIG BOOB MAN-LADY !

ALL FOR YOU TO CHUCK WATERBOMBS AT FOR ONLY ... de.. i dont know actually.

BUT IM SURE IT'S CHEAP !

me and joanna i think would be putting gorgeous make up on them .
here's the only time you can bully in schools .

*Using advertising voice ,

Come And Have Fun atttt , SJI INTERNATIONAL !

oh yeah ,you can also watch me have the most emberassing time of my life!
dancing BOLLYWOOD !

oh yeah , michelle my governess also tried to make me watch Passion ,

which has no link with the freakin word " Passion . "

If you'all know , its a Jesus movie .

and not forgetting , ITS A M18 MOVIE!

no i have no idea who the heck is the person standing beside Jesus .
BUT LOOK HOW MUCH PAIN HE'S IN .

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ,
treated like a abused hobo .

that is cruel !

alot of sadistic gore , and i already saw some preview of Jesus getting abused and all .
CRIED LA CAN !

then there was this part where uh , all the preists were beating Jesus .
ALL .

and then the Judas , the what ah , " Betrayer " he was like crying , because he betrayed Jesus and blah .

and i was stoned in horror .

i was like ... wth
Preists beat up people 2000 years ago.

WHAT KIND OF CENTURY IS THAT ?!

then the Judas went crazy . and he ended up at some island quite far away from the city or something , he was running .

then he saw a rope on a rotting donkey thing .
AND THE DONKEY THING WAS FREAKIN DISGUSTING .

it had rotting flesh andalot of maggots and flies all over it .
ALOT OF FLIES OKAY .

not like the ones you always see overseas at outdoor resturants and have to repeatedly swipe them away .

LOADS !

there were like .. probably a thousand flying around.
Then Judas thought it'd be a brilliant idea to take the rope , hang it on the tree and hang himself .

I HATE THESE KIND OF MOVIES !
as curious as i was , I CAN'T STAND SADISTICNESS OR ANY TORTURE OR DEATH AT ALL!

then i asked michelle nearby me , watching the movie as well , i asked , Why he like that ? Who is He ? How come everyone in that time looks exactly like Jesus ? WHY IS THERE A DEAD DONKEY ?!

and all those kind of questions probably at every 10 seconds .
i was very confused.

then she say , you continue watching la . then i said AIYO I DONT WANT !
LIKE , with that serious face. unhappy face. then she said WHYY Y!

and i gave her the look , and made that " IM PISSED WITH YOU " sound .
then she laughed at me !

LIKE WHAT THE HELL ! its not funny la !
walao , the movie is really VERY SAD LEH .

I hate to see cruel people , especially sadistic PREISTS ,

sadistic people are like , sick cruel people.
They watch people suffer just for their entertainment !

That is ice cold yo !

i decided to quit watching and head up the stairs to BLOG THIS .

i started tearing la

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

oh btw , i got some red .. red what , red bumy things on my upper thigh , near my crotch

NEAR BUT NOT THAT NEAR!

nicolette says it's hives ,

and it's because that area is too dirty .

WTH , i thought , cant be TRUEEE
so i searched hives in google. and this is what came up !

IT SO DOES NOT LOOK A THING LIKE THAT !

so gross ahhhhhhh , but i used to have that before , NOT THAT SERIOUS BUT STILL VERY HORRIBLE.

i was like , scratching like hell . and i seriously couldn't sleep , the soles of my feet were itchy at night also , had to keep scratching in uncomfortableness !

walao , horrible times , horrible .

oh right ,

and on sunday , me and my mum went for a MOTHER DAUGHTER DAY TOGETHER!

we decided to go to the FISH SPA ! inspired by xiaxue's videos :D

oh yeah , BUT FIRST , i took photo of my uncle and set it as my father's wallpaper . AHHAHAHAHHAH!

so well , we drove ALL THE WAY to vivo , because we heard there was kenko , the spa there .

well when we reached there , yes it was a spa , EXCEPT IT WASN'T A FISH ONE .

BUT THE VIEW WAS NICE.

SO HERE , WE FINALLY MANAGED TO GO , orchard towers? where there are loads of phillipino , thai , whatever women with angmoh boyfriends and blasting music .

my mum was man enough to put in BOTH HER FEET !

i was too scared
IT WAS SO TICKLISH AHAHHA ! i kept laughing!
my mom leh ? oh no , she wasn't just laughing , she was SCREAMING !

SCREAMING AND BANGING THE SEATS ! it felt like , tiny mouths sucking your foot , so 20 fishes felt like my whole foot was vibrating !

i think , i partially blinded the fish .

as seen in xiaxue's video , her mum placed her hand in the water .

god it felt so cool lol . just in one CLENCH i can kill them all ahahha.

my mum later on went to the 2 times bigger fish . and they were hungrier .

i sticked to the tinier fish LOL . HER EXPRESSION WHEN SHE PUT IN HER LEG INTO THE TANK WAS SO FUNNYYY!

sperms!