JAPAN TRIP PART 1
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOO.
im back from japan!
and today im going to INDONESIA!
BUT THEN I JUST HECKIN CAME BACK FROM JAPAN!OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH JOY! sarcasm.
talk about jetlag.
gahahh): im like so lazy to BLOG . you know i have like over 400 photos?!
i cant upload it into photobucket then upload it here.
im uploading all of them into facebook because facebook dont need to write anything and you can like upload 200 at once.
unlike STUPID BLOGGER. posts small photos and only maximum of like 6 at once.
veryyyy unhandy.
so heck. i'll just upload photos into my blog here! (:
oh god i feel so mean and direct nowdays . and insultive. REALLY insultive.
btw i think i'm getting like super bad mood swings . i over reacted when my chio phone can't close properly and now its PERMERNANTLY STUCK LIKE THAT.
i mean i love this phone.
i suck at taking care of it . NOW IT CANT CLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE.
i feel so troubled. i can't fix it .
PLUS! today i didn't meet any of my friends . which i was supposed to.
now i feel like a loner too!
none of my friends are online right now . not even jasmine.
and im supposed to go out with jasmine today .
but her damn mom doesn't allow her to go out because theres SWINE FLU.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHLAO.
first , her mom doesn't allow her to come to my birthday party.
THEN she doesn't allow her to come out with me today . and tomorow i might be going to indoensia already !
i got a freakin wedding to go to.
hais .
i feel like life is so messed up and unorganised.
haven't done any holiday homework too.
whole day i've been listening to music .
ironic enough ,
ironic. i just realised.
i asked myself 2 nights ago.
what can you not live without ?
Music OR friends.
after a hard debate i chose music. cause music made me happy within 3 mins.
but i was wrong.
Today,
im at home locked up the whole day listening to music and not talking to
any of my friends. for a full conversation.
at least.
plus im on msn . last night i had 15 messengers .
now i have none. completely. no messengers at all. i talked to longjing but
he didnt reply me on msn.
and thats just so .
dreamish . as if it cant be true no one talks to you.
you feel so alone. it cant be real. its just . so unreal for life to be like this.
and i change my mind now . Friends make me happy. not entirely music.
music cant make you laugh and make memories.
Friends can.
btw i think i'm getting like super bad mood swings . i over reacted when my chio phone can't close properly and now its PERMERNANTLY STUCK LIKE THAT.
i mean i love this phone.
i suck at taking care of it . NOW IT CANT CLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE.
i feel so troubled. i can't fix it .
PLUS! today i didn't meet any of my friends . which i was supposed to.
now i feel like a loner too!
none of my friends are online right now . not even jasmine.
and im supposed to go out with jasmine today .
but her damn mom doesn't allow her to go out because theres SWINE FLU.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHLAO.
first , her mom doesn't allow her to come to my birthday party.
THEN she doesn't allow her to come out with me today . and tomorow i might be going to indoensia already !
i got a freakin wedding to go to.
hais .
i feel like life is so messed up and unorganised.
haven't done any holiday homework too.
whole day i've been listening to music .
ironic enough ,
ironic. i just realised.
i asked myself 2 nights ago.
what can you not live without ?
Music OR friends.
after a hard debate i chose music. cause music made me happy within 3 mins.
but i was wrong.
Today,
im at home locked up the whole day listening to music and not talking to
any of my friends. for a full conversation.
at least.
plus im on msn . last night i had 15 messengers .
now i have none. completely. no messengers at all. i talked to longjing but
he didnt reply me on msn.
and thats just so .
dreamish . as if it cant be true no one talks to you.
you feel so alone. it cant be real. its just . so unreal for life to be like this.
and i change my mind now . Friends make me happy. not entirely music.
music cant make you laugh and make memories.
Friends can.
i feel like living a life that doesn't end. just goes on with no purpose and no one to love. the people you love don't paticularly love you back. i feel like yeah l. im 15 . i like this teenager age. im young. i wanna spend it fully with happiness before i turn into an adult whom can't do as much youthful things. but then . i just cant. i cant do anything. i need jasmine ): i miss jasmine!
enough of emotional talk . JASMINE YOU BETTER SEE THIS AH.
enough of emotional talk . JASMINE YOU BETTER SEE THIS AH.
anyway ,
my flight to japan was terrible in a way because my feet is always freezing to death and the air is so dry and that makes my face feel all old and LIFELESS LIKE A OLD LADY
( SEE ! I INSULT AGAIN! )
BTW!
does anyone the heck know how to make your blog pics bigger and more clear?
like i see on other people's blogs. my one is so small even
for " large " .
HELP PLEASE):
anyway ,
we went to the airport at like 8tish pm.
so we're gonna spend like 6 hours in the plane at night .
obviously .
sleeping .
..either that or having a movie marathon .
so yeah . i guessed i didn't dress properly. my shirt is too short . so when i bent into a sleeping
position part of my back would be exposed and then my back will be all COLD.
He's like . what the hell is that infront of me
THIS MUFFIN WAS THE BOMB. it didn't taste good after a while because my lips were all DRY BECAUSE OF THE DAMN DRY AIR !
I'm smiling, don't be fooled. im crying on the inside ):
so we went STRAIGHT TO!
TOKYO DISNEYSEA!
i have to this this next time! right now i gotta get ready to go indonesia for a wedding!
my cousin is getting MARRRRRRRRRIED!
I HAVENT EVEN PACKED MY LUGGAGE YET !
AND I HAVEN'T EVEN SHOWERED YET!
actually , I HAVEN'T SHOWERED IN 2 DAYS IN FACT.
WHY AM I POSTING THIS ON MY BLOG!
WHY AM I ASKING SO MANY QUESTIONS!
I HAVE TO GO !
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
